Heroes

Even heroes can fall,
Enough of fairy tales that i learn from long,
But even so i learn of the reason,
Of what still call them heroes,
The unforgotten,
The miracle,
And the protector,
So much to call and so much more to talk,
A legend that one can never imagine,
From ordinary to fabulous,
Alas it was not a fairy tales.
When one by one we come to realize our power,
Just for now,
Let us sleep within the darkness,
Until someone call,
Until someone needed our strength,
Until that we stay asleep.

Part of 7

I hope to live my life in a normal way,
But this is life I have to say,
For without anything strange, weird and outrageous,
Then it might mean the life that we lead is wrong,
Cause without your consents,
Things just went wrong and haunted,
To be lure by power, lust and greed,
Part of the seven sins that I have learn,
And the biggest hurdle is sweet and tempting,
Until one by one we fall to the mind that is lost,
Dark and just empty,
Until your life starts betraying,
And until then your eye are still blinded by the temptation.

Warmth of Dream

Stop me from dreaming,
Of your words and your warmth,
You're there when I close my eyes,
But as I open them,
I could only feel the warmth that you left behind.

Stop me from searching,
Wherever I go my eyes try to find you,
Trying to remember your face that I saw,
Your perfume that still lingers,
I turn very corner trying to find you,
Hoping that one day I don't have to you in my dream again.

Stop me from waiting,
For you who keeps on appearing lately,
But even so I could not remember your face,
Only your warmth and scent lingers whenever I opened my eye,
I pray to The Almighty,
Pray that one day you will come to me.

End of the World

Give me a moment where i can see,

What they seek and what they have been fighting,

Not a minute i want to stay nor understand,

What is it they are after in this world they do not own,

Now i'll give them years to see from my eyes,

Of what they have been missing and forgetting for so long,

Not when it all turn into disaster they still won't know,

The things that i see and what keeps me happy.

This peaceful heart that i have i'll boast it all,

For i could not understand the greed that you sought,

Have you forgotten about the fate of every human in this world,

No matter how high they go nor how rich they are,

Death would always chase after you no matter how you bribe them,

Boast to the world that you thought you own,

Tell them of the fairy tales that you chase so far,

Of many blood that you shed from others,

And the many heartbreaks that you make,

Have you forgotten about The Almighty Allah,

For every living will soon meet its creator.

Love that Fly

Even if i am unknown to the world that you live in,
I still stand under the same sky as you,
I still breathe the same air like you,
If it is tainted through your eye then tainted it is in my eye,
If it is dark when you look up then it is dark when i look up,
Stars, moon, clouds, sun i saw it too,
Even so i am unknown in the world that you live in,
I am me and you still happen to see me too,
I am me and trying so hard to stand to that world you live in.

The prince and the princess that you see as ordinary,
The money and the power that you keep on fighting for,
As if it is never enough in life that is so short,
Rushing into the chaotic madness of greed,
In a moment of my survival through this harsh world,
Just for the sake for being by your side,
I could no longer want to be standing in a world that never cares,
The little thing that they have forgotten,
The faltering smile and robbing happiness,
I wish to have stayed where i was if it wasn't for you.

Forgive me if i wasn't able to be there for you anymore,
My time is all on the world that you have live in for so long,
I could no longer lend my shoulder nor my smile for you,
To give the strength that you always needed back then,
I am no longer the same as i too realize the same,
Just like you i could no longer spare any of the freedom that i have,
Know that i still love you and to live in this world you live in,
I have to survive much more in gaining power and money,
Just to be close to you i'm starting to be overwhelmed by greed,
Deep down in this heart of mine i have only wanted you none other else,
For this i took your challenge as we become so further apart,
I took it in believing i will gain your love.

What do i know the moment of my glory,
You could no longer bear seeing me higher than you,
The me that you could reach so easily have become so hard to hold,
When you wouldn't have thought i will fly so high just for your sake,
I became unreachable and i know it too,
You, who once were my home a place to come back,
In your embrace i was suppose to be,
Have become so lost and misery when you walked out of my life,
Of what purpose i fly so high to be in your world,
Your challenge and promise happen to be words that you could not keep,
I know it all my dear love of mine,
I know it well,
For i am your comfort home for you to come back when you're weary.

Goodbye My One

I couldn't be bother to console you,
As many times i have been there for you,
Yet,
I am invisible you see,
For when angers and your frustration conquer your heart,
I am just one of the punching bag,
All bruised and torn up,
I am just that my dearest one,
The one that i cared for,
So much i know the pain that you're in,
But I am not the door that wouldn't know pain,
When you slammed it shut hard with a bang,
For i bleed and break so fragile ever since that,
As i can no longer help you without feeling pain,
I can only shut my eye and mouth,
As word won't reach you when you've become a monster.

I wouldn't want to understand it any longer,
About what your past and what had happen,
Nor until this day i wouldn't want to know,
Just like that i've been your right and left hand,
Your shoulder to cry on,
This time i ought to step out and see you invisible,
For i could no longer mend my own heart when you torture it,
As i could never tell myself to be strong for you,
This wall around you,
This hatred and this revenge that you had,
Push me aside when you wouldn't listen a word i said,
I can no longer touch you,
I can no longer hold you when you're losing your mind,
For i bleed my dear loved one,
The inside that you wouldn't bother to see.

My Promise to a Friend

If i could not understand the little bits of the words,
Of what you wanted to tell in between your harsh one,
Forgive me as a friend of yours when i could not heal your wound,
Nor give you my hand to console or give you strength,
I dare to promise many things and proud of the promises that i make,
But i did not realize i run so far away from you,
When you were trouble or the times you shed your tears,
The moment i come back from my great journey,
The wounds that i saw on your face,
Tears up my heart and the guilty of leaving you behind,
Those PROMISES that i boast so much,
You put so much faith in it when you could no longer stand,
You waited for me every now and then,
An imbecile person like i am,
So dense for i could not hear it in your voice,
Even the calls that i make the days i'm not by your side,
I could not tell that you were hurting this much,
My fragile friend, my fragile one,
Forgive me, this foolish friend of yours,
For i could not see and could not tell,
I am a failure but now i'm here.

Hello my friend,
I've been feeling fine,
How was your journey?
I miss you so much,
I wish you were here (really wish you were here),
I'm counting days waiting for you,
No, i'm not crying,
Best of luck,
Wishes from me and i'll always pray for you.

The conversation that we had,
The days that i didn't knew,
I wish i knew and i wish to hear it again,
I am here and will always be here now,
Please don't cry and no more lies,
I'll keep you safe and i'll make you stand again,
This is my strength and this is my true promise,
I'll be with you through ups and down,
I'll go with you from A-Z,
This is me, my strength and my power,
Believe in my lead as i will take you there,
This friend of yours from now on will not let go,
Of this fragile hand until i truly know it is time,
Until i truly know that you are strong again,
I shall see it until the end,
So there are no mountains that you cannot climb,
May your heart shines again once more,
Hold on to it and be strong,
I am here for you and will always be when you call my name.

My friend of mine,
I'll leave it to you when you want to fly,
For the world to see the beautiful you,
And for me to always watch over and see through you,
So if there is a time you still needed my voice,
My hand,
I will always be there and i'll boast my promise once more.