Love that Fly

Even if i am unknown to the world that you live in,
I still stand under the same sky as you,
I still breathe the same air like you,
If it is tainted through your eye then tainted it is in my eye,
If it is dark when you look up then it is dark when i look up,
Stars, moon, clouds, sun i saw it too,
Even so i am unknown in the world that you live in,
I am me and you still happen to see me too,
I am me and trying so hard to stand to that world you live in.

The prince and the princess that you see as ordinary,
The money and the power that you keep on fighting for,
As if it is never enough in life that is so short,
Rushing into the chaotic madness of greed,
In a moment of my survival through this harsh world,
Just for the sake for being by your side,
I could no longer want to be standing in a world that never cares,
The little thing that they have forgotten,
The faltering smile and robbing happiness,
I wish to have stayed where i was if it wasn't for you.

Forgive me if i wasn't able to be there for you anymore,
My time is all on the world that you have live in for so long,
I could no longer lend my shoulder nor my smile for you,
To give the strength that you always needed back then,
I am no longer the same as i too realize the same,
Just like you i could no longer spare any of the freedom that i have,
Know that i still love you and to live in this world you live in,
I have to survive much more in gaining power and money,
Just to be close to you i'm starting to be overwhelmed by greed,
Deep down in this heart of mine i have only wanted you none other else,
For this i took your challenge as we become so further apart,
I took it in believing i will gain your love.

What do i know the moment of my glory,
You could no longer bear seeing me higher than you,
The me that you could reach so easily have become so hard to hold,
When you wouldn't have thought i will fly so high just for your sake,
I became unreachable and i know it too,
You, who once were my home a place to come back,
In your embrace i was suppose to be,
Have become so lost and misery when you walked out of my life,
Of what purpose i fly so high to be in your world,
Your challenge and promise happen to be words that you could not keep,
I know it all my dear love of mine,
I know it well,
For i am your comfort home for you to come back when you're weary.

Goodbye My One

I couldn't be bother to console you,
As many times i have been there for you,
Yet,
I am invisible you see,
For when angers and your frustration conquer your heart,
I am just one of the punching bag,
All bruised and torn up,
I am just that my dearest one,
The one that i cared for,
So much i know the pain that you're in,
But I am not the door that wouldn't know pain,
When you slammed it shut hard with a bang,
For i bleed and break so fragile ever since that,
As i can no longer help you without feeling pain,
I can only shut my eye and mouth,
As word won't reach you when you've become a monster.

I wouldn't want to understand it any longer,
About what your past and what had happen,
Nor until this day i wouldn't want to know,
Just like that i've been your right and left hand,
Your shoulder to cry on,
This time i ought to step out and see you invisible,
For i could no longer mend my own heart when you torture it,
As i could never tell myself to be strong for you,
This wall around you,
This hatred and this revenge that you had,
Push me aside when you wouldn't listen a word i said,
I can no longer touch you,
I can no longer hold you when you're losing your mind,
For i bleed my dear loved one,
The inside that you wouldn't bother to see.

My Promise to a Friend

If i could not understand the little bits of the words,
Of what you wanted to tell in between your harsh one,
Forgive me as a friend of yours when i could not heal your wound,
Nor give you my hand to console or give you strength,
I dare to promise many things and proud of the promises that i make,
But i did not realize i run so far away from you,
When you were trouble or the times you shed your tears,
The moment i come back from my great journey,
The wounds that i saw on your face,
Tears up my heart and the guilty of leaving you behind,
Those PROMISES that i boast so much,
You put so much faith in it when you could no longer stand,
You waited for me every now and then,
An imbecile person like i am,
So dense for i could not hear it in your voice,
Even the calls that i make the days i'm not by your side,
I could not tell that you were hurting this much,
My fragile friend, my fragile one,
Forgive me, this foolish friend of yours,
For i could not see and could not tell,
I am a failure but now i'm here.

Hello my friend,
I've been feeling fine,
How was your journey?
I miss you so much,
I wish you were here (really wish you were here),
I'm counting days waiting for you,
No, i'm not crying,
Best of luck,
Wishes from me and i'll always pray for you.

The conversation that we had,
The days that i didn't knew,
I wish i knew and i wish to hear it again,
I am here and will always be here now,
Please don't cry and no more lies,
I'll keep you safe and i'll make you stand again,
This is my strength and this is my true promise,
I'll be with you through ups and down,
I'll go with you from A-Z,
This is me, my strength and my power,
Believe in my lead as i will take you there,
This friend of yours from now on will not let go,
Of this fragile hand until i truly know it is time,
Until i truly know that you are strong again,
I shall see it until the end,
So there are no mountains that you cannot climb,
May your heart shines again once more,
Hold on to it and be strong,
I am here for you and will always be when you call my name.

My friend of mine,
I'll leave it to you when you want to fly,
For the world to see the beautiful you,
And for me to always watch over and see through you,
So if there is a time you still needed my voice,
My hand,
I will always be there and i'll boast my promise once more.

It's Cold

If i could not write any longer,
Of feelings that i truly felt,
Will i still be able to reach your heart even then,
For i could no longer feel the warmth that i love,
It's cold my love,
With this crumpled notes that i had in my hand,
Trying as much as i want to tell you I love you,
You wouldn't listen nor wouldn't want to know,
It's cold my love,
Even in this house together with you,
I hope you come to know through my eyes,
I won't cry and i won't beg,
But if you do go and never come back,
I won't ask you to stay.

Longing to say the words that you wanted to hear,
Could you not see it from the cappucino that i gave you,
From every food that i put my all heart out,
This warmth in my heart that i always have from you,
I put it all and give a lot more in ever action that can speak,
It's cold my love,
When you are not here next to me,
As i won't tell you the truth,
But i have always tell you when you're asleep,
Next to me as i kiss your forehead,
Hug you in my sleep and misses you when my eyes close,
It's cold my love,
When i could not tell you what you wanted to hear when you wanted it,
I could only kiss you close to your heart.