The Forgotten Feeling

Days, years have pass by,
Since i last mend my broken heart,
Moving forward without any hesitation,
The pile of paper that was always on my desk,
The ringing phone needed attention,
The people that i need to meet,
I have come so far but yet missing something,
Something that i vow not to have,
But even so just like a virus it creep up upon me,
The warmth of one's hand that told me rest.

Was it the fever that weaken my wall that i created,
When all of the sudden the ice that surround my heart melted,
Leaving me feeling so naked to one's eye,
There have been various scar that were hidden,
When a voice softly spoken to my ear,
Telling me to cry for as much as i want,
Yell for feeling the endless pain,
Most of all,
Ask what is it that i truly want in my life,
Letting me to dream and planting hope,
When finally i open my eyes,
Seeing him standing next to me,
While he send back the feeling that i once use to have.