Her Happiness.

You could say i have amnesia,
Not because of the sickness or what you see on TV,
For something that was years ago,
Or just a couple of hours ago,
Some wonders,
Why is it i'm unable to remember,
Such a happy one and not to mention the painful ones,
Not a flashback come upon me,
Nor image that i could remember,
As you told me what made you smile,
When i look at you blankly,
Wishing i could remember it too,
For when you smile like that,
I was wondering,
Why is it i forgot,
The things that made you smile.

That part of the lost i still search for,
Wanting to remember what is it that i did for you,
Talk about the trees that we plant together,
Has grown ever so big,
Even have fruit and flowers in that precious place,
Then about the little event that i made for you,
I still wonder,
Why is it i'm unable to remember those very bits,
Looking at you smile ever so happily,
But at the same time those sad eye that i see when you look at me,
Both of us wishing i would remember the same,
I was sadden by my very own memories,
For betraying me and blocking it,
Curse as i may,
When i knew there was a time,
My very own self are trying to protect me,
But this moment,
Just like you,
I too want to smile at the memories that made you happy.