Fear

This is fear,
As i told myself,
As my eyes close but it seems so fresh,
Time does the ticking and its part,
And as it is,
Why as in why i still trembles,
The sight of stranger carrying tools,
The banging or the lock,
I shrivelled  and my knees gave away,
Protect, hide and run,
Protect, hide and run,
It plays in my head,
I remember it as it was just the beginning,
Just as i happen to feel safe,
I could not sleep without feeling like dying.