A Reunion For Friends

It has been long years since we were apart,
Through all that years we never did kept in touch,
One has to wonder how wonderful to be seeing each other again,
While the other thought how much changes that would happen,
For even if i do forget the faces,
How would i easily erase the sad and happy memories together.

That one year we try to gather everyone,
Finding them has been an adventure that one conquer,
Some sweet talk and old memories being brought up,
Asking the whereabouts and how it has been,
Lastly but not least sending a wonderful message,
" Please come to the Reunion Party this year".

Though leaving the school life has been long gone,
The memories between them will never waver,
This excitement that are hardly to be control,
Through email, tagged, facebook and friendster word has spread,
Wanting to meet once again,
The reunion that we have planned way before.

I am looking forward to meet everyone,
Though in the end i cannot attend,
But i know there are part of my sweet memories will come,
On my behalf i send them their regards,
While i keep to myself and take pen and notebook,
I jotted down '5 more years to come it's my turn'.

Heartbreaking Song

I am a heartbreaking song,
Singing in silence and alone in the dark,
Making the sobbing and teardrops as my melody,
Letting the tears be my fans,
As i create another sad tune to my song.

I am singing in despair,
The pain that i felt still throbbing,
While my heart keeps breaking into pieces,
Slowly i'm unable to match the puzzle,
As i loses my senses of loving nor be loved.

I am living a regretful life,
As i continue my journey forward,
For each and every step i take i keep looking back,
My tune of sorrow becomes my world,
Letting the remorse take over my life.

I could never sing another love song or happy one,
For i could never open my heart and give another chance,
I am the heartbreaking song singing to my heart,
Singing in regret and despair for losing,
Losing for something more important than my dream.

Dedicated to YOU (WHF)

You're leaving so I'm saying my goodbye,
I won't hold you back any longer,
Nor will i tie you with my every words,
It seems the word love have a meaningless view to you,
So i wish all the happiness that you ought to find,
When it seems like i have to mend this pieces of my heart.

I'm not crying anymore for missing you,
Nor will i even shed a tear cause you're leaving me,
As you turn away,
I'll be on my way also to never look back again,
From there onwards i can never call you or even sms you anymore.

Like an idiot i'm still checking my handphone searching for that one name,
I should longed forgotten about it since its been years since you've gone,
It was me who said goodbye and it was me also who wanted to be apart,
Yet it was like a spell i keep coming back to you,
Staring at your name on my phone for long,
Waiting for you send me some news,
Telling me that you missed me but yet it was all over.

That one day i was happy to receive the birthday wish that you gave,
But then came along the other new that i wish you congratulation,
Though it was such a heartbreaking moment for me,
I still know how to give you the best smile and shed a happy tears for you (not)
In time you have all the happiness that i once wish you.

Your wedding day tomorrow and i still lock myself in the room,
Writing this awful song dedicated to you,
Still i don't plan to sing at your wedding,
Since i'm just there to witness your love vows and never ending happiness,
Until then i'll keep wishing you smile always like you always do.

I don't plan to kill myself with Pepsi Twist that keep me addicted since you left,
Nor i even plan to keep on living this way mourning your gone,
Someday i'll get up again and face you straight like i used to,
This is just the way i am to not fall eventhough life sure is tough,
I'll just keep on hanging to the lives that i have for now.

I'm smiling now and laughing with what i have,
As years passes by i'm forgetting all the memories that i kept,
But i have never forget once how i felt that day and the love that lies within,
So i'm hoping your lives gets better with the new title that you held by then,
And tonight i'm singing this song for you.

I'll not lie when i say i still love you,
Nor will act normal knowing that you have someone in your life,
But then i'll not cry in grievances for i'll always smile for you,
So i'll keep on smiling until now that is,
It is not only for you but for someone who still cares for me,
I'll keep on walking this path of line that i have chose,
So i'm saying goodbye now to you,
I'm just dedicating this song for you.

P/S I haven't made the melody yet and i need someone to help me to make a melody for me and send it to this email aceice_ct@yahoo.com. I hope you'll kind enough and help me compose this song. I have one request though. I want a part where there's a rap. So can anyone help me with that? Please..... Let me know if the lyric is not good enough. Thank you...

What??

What if i were to tell a secret?
A dark secret that could ruin the me today,
Whatever would happen to the day after tomorrow,
Will i be able to stand on my own again,
After my own clumsiness for opening the truth.

What i may think may not the same as it is,
It could turn out to be disappointment,
Either way round i'm ready to take,
But then it occurs to the unexpected thing happen,
I could not help but being a coward.

What my heart wanted has never satisfy those who are close,
It always hurting them and hurting me even more,
As my life keeps on rolling,
I realize i had nowhere to go nor my goal,
I feel so confused yet so lonely.

What if has been the same question enter before i sleep,
Now i'm just to scared to sleep unless i'm really tired,
For i don't want to think a question that has unbearable answer,
For i have been creating the fantasy life that keeps me comfort,
Whereas until now i am still well hidden.

What could possibly be hurtful than being the failure,
Though i didn't mean to think that way,
But the eyes that are following telling me the same thing,
May it be your closest stranger or blood ties,
I couldn't stop them nor explaining anything.

Stranger to who??

Should i tell a stranger about my chaotic mind?
When i should have told my family or friends about it,
But why is it so hard for me to tell them,
Not because i don't trust them or something,
It might have been because i know how they behave,
I prefer to listen the world of strangers.

I am not alone like i always said,
But i can't bear another long night that fill up my thoughts,
I grab hold on my handphone and like an idiot i stare at them,
Staring at the names of who i should call to help me,
And then i tend to switch off cause i can't bear to watch or hear my thoughts,
From there on i am feeling lonely when i shut myself up.

I have become a stranger myself,
Trying to solve my own problem though its tiring,
But i don't mind after so much thing happen in my life,
From what i see is something that i should cherish and hold onto,
Let it be painful and tiring but i can never give up yet,
Not when i feel myself a stranger to my own.

Back Then

There was time when we fight for food,
Just a bit of cracker and crumbs of biscuit,
As long we can taste the food though only a bit,
Neighbour boast the taste of chicken and shrimp,
While we just have a look and wanting some,
Mother pinched us, took us inside the house and close the door,
That night we dream of eating them.

Mother's heart is breaking seeing what we wanted to eat,
Though we cannot eat them at the moment,
We were just pleased the way it is,
We could wait, so don't cry anymore mother,
We really could wait no matter how long,
So let just eat whatever you're cooking,
Cause it was always the best food that we ever tasted.

Father just got paid and brought home chicken and fish,
At last we manage to eat chicken,
It does not matter if it were chopped into 24 pieces,
We still can eat it mother,
So don't you worry,
We might fight but that is just the way we are,
Your naughty daughters but yet you still adore us.

Though we don't have house,
It doesn't matter cause we still have this shelter,
Living in a government house is nothing as long as we're together,
We still live happily like anyone else,
So don't worry mother and father,
We still be able to survive it no matter what.

Years have passes by,
We can actually buy the cookies that we wanted so much,
Without fighting we eat it together,
We can eat the all the seafood that we envy for back in the old days,
Mother don't have to be sad anymore,
We will appreciate every moment of our life and cherish it.

Single Ladies

If lovers keep talking about the sun, stars and night,
Then what would the singles be talking about?
One might not think at all what they would be thinking,
It would be a surprise once you listen to what they say,
What they have plan,
Life becomes interesting event for them.

Did you ever heard about their ideal man?
It is not easy to get one but they always believe in it,
One wants a prince charming,
While some wants a warrior more or less a highlander,
It is not the money or title they are looking for,
But for the romance that they ought to have for the rest of their days.

Did you hear what they plan to do if they were fated to stay single?
When i say it's more fun than having couple you should believe it,
Cause it was not something small,
It is for the sake of their dreams and something to cherish,
They could travel everywhere and have various activities to remember,
It is what they called the freedom of being single.

Hear them when they talk about what their life,
It was even interesting than drama or movies,
How they accomplish what they dream of and all their downs,
It's dramatic for some but for them it was a lesson they learn,
They live no matter how hard life was,
Cause it is part of their chores for them to survive.

Some might wonder don't they feel lonely,
Deep down they all feel lonely but it is not the end of the world,
They still believe about someday,
Whereas there will be time for them to enjoy more than others,
It might not be surprising for others,
But it is a celebration and tears of joy that ought to be there.