To that friend of mine

I am not missed by the people i hope,
But i am glad i am still missed,
Not that i deliberately leave without a call,
Nor any news,
The circumstances on my side could not let me explain well,
About the more than just the simple ordinary me,
Just like you,
I too have my own ups and downs.

Never did i forget about those who cares,
Try as i might to show i care,
Wanting to let them know i haven't change,
To the moment i hope they understand more,
But even so i understand something else,
About the part where the one i hope to listen wouldn't care,
So i turn to those who care and not neglect me,
As i give the same love that they have been given all along.

So much for the misunderstanding,
Not the explanation they care to hear,
Talking about the pain they feel betrayed,
The tiniest apology only looked to be down,
We were once the closest friend and the best-est friend,
Now we dare to even throw each other away,
Not that i too don't feel hurt nor say it to you,
But your heart that i could not tell,
It's sometimes best we are apart now and silent,
As for how long i could not answer.