Without the mask

There are this time,

That particular time where i acted as it was real,

But don't be hurt by my true self,

As you should have think about the consideration earlier,

I did not ask for anything in return,

Just a little space where i needed to have,

I have endure all and  be patience more,

Waited like forever when you have the time,

Just like everyone else have their limitation,

I too have my own and it's thin like ice.

My true self without a smile nor warmth,

I have warn you before to not take heart,

Told you about the consequences that might occur,

It was without a heart nor kindness,

Only a blank stare through your persuasion,

Through your shocking i cannot be deterred,

The once easily be talked on everything,

Easily be console with gifts and jokes,

Were nothing toward the me that you see today.

Today i have showed you the real me,

Not that it was never there,

This true self is too fearful for me to handle,

The hearts that i never want to break,

The happiness that i wanted to keep,

Forgive me for being like a stone,

Being so cold hearted without a feeling,

I cannot laugh any longer with you,

Hard headed that i am until this time,

But this might hurt you even more,

To hear the truth.