Letter to my Love

If i happen to have you by my side,
Will i possibly open my heart to you,
Will i even think of loving you all the more you needed,
I happen to fear what i would ask,
What greed may come to my senses,
I happen to fear my own need,
The dissatisfaction that i held for so long,
In the sake of sacrifice,
I am scare enough to make it a reality in my life,
What i am trying to protect,
What i am trying to show,
Can never be tell if you just pass me by,
The reason of all the most i can not love you,
The confession that you made me run,
Not to your arms but just anywhere besides there,
I needed answer that you would protect me,
Even from myself cause that might happen to break us apart.

Even if i happen to be alone for all my life,
I can no longer complaint or yelled the unfairness,
That fate did not come for me,
That my love will never be there just solitary,
I would not blame you,
For i could not love you without hurting you inside,
I am scared but still trying to protect,
The dearest of my heart,
The only pieces that i can hold onto,
So forgive me for running,
Never to be found,
Missing,
Never to be seen,
I can only love you by far,
For i could not touch you and keep you warm.