Of IT

Somewhere deep in my heart,

Usually the places that i could thdink of,

A moment of madness lead me to another,

Where it leads from places and endless time,

I imagine it to be a reality,

I rushed toward what i wanted,

But not what i lust,

I learned it as much,

And i sacrifice a whole lot more than i never imagine.

Of romance that i read,

That i envy with just the thoughts,

I should not yearned the same,

But it was every lady's dream to hold the same thing,

I would ask the same,

And this heart still wavers if i should,

My intended where are you by now,

This fear and forgiveness that holds me back,

But i wish you come and save me,

Save me from my own kindness.