Years of Healing

Ages ago they told me to let it go,
I have been trying and i wanted to do so,
So it won't be a pain here,
As i point my own heart,
Ages i have tried after knowing him,
And now i am still trying to make it painless.

If there is an antidote that would help me,
I sure would pay millions that i could never afford,
But to suffer this pain over and over again i can't imagine,
Of how the endless time that i couldn't count,
The long hour that i thought wouldn't end,
I dread the thoughts and the sickness all together,
If i could buy the antidote that ought to help me,
In debt i might be for millions of dollars,
As long a it doesn't hurt anymore.

Years it took me to forget,
To know eventually i can love another,
To open this heart that i myself have close,
How could i let it be so cold for the one person,
When i open my eyes and see a whole lot more,
Aye,
That love and the love alone,
I entitled it to be my future one.