Unworthy of Being Love

Forget the past as i might,
It was like a shadow to me when there's light,
I seem to be backing away all the time,
Of things that i regret and could not hurt,
I have wanted happiness that i speak of,
But and so there is doubt in my own,
Someone who ought to care without any question,
To just accept me as well as my past,
Thus guide me that happiness i speak of.

I could not be selfish although i wanted,
Asking the love that i yearn for,
That smile that fades day by day,
How could i when i know i would hurt,
Being the poisonous venom when they know,
How could i when i know it by then,
There ought to be pain in between,
And i would have tear that heart bits by bits,
Be it in my shadow i disappear,
As long as you are fine for i pray your happiness with someone else.

Each heavy step that i take,
I force myself not to turn around,
I hear my name that you're calling,
Let it be the last time i told myself,
Be happy as i prayed,
But i do know your names will always be within my lips,
Your face that will be the picture of my head,
As i try years and years after that to forget you,
For when i hear of your joyful day comes,
I know i did the right thing for you,
When you found someone better,
Don't mind about me,
I am not worth the love that i dream of.