Behind my dream.

It was taken lightly,
By the people i trust and would never betray,
But here's the reply,
Of all the years and the plan,
I have been cheated and played,
What more could i feel,
If you were in my shoes,
How would you be able to stand,
When that dream of yours,
It was being shared together,
But when it comes to this,
I have been left and stranded in an island,
As i struggle so hard,
For how many years i couldn't remember,
Making my way out of the very place,
And reaching the very same dream,
Although i had to start all over again.

I would have been angry,
To them who left me there,
But my time is too occupied with my own dream,
All i know i want to start all over again,
Fight all the way though alone,
My sleep, my hobbies,
Seem to fade little by little,
What did i know about it then,
When i realize i shouldn't have left it all,
Things to let go and things to hold onto,
Is not a forever in this world,
I have learn that before but forgotten about it,
Due the hurt and the faces that once turn their backs on me,
I was blinded by what i use to believe,
That very night alone,
Before i lose everything,
I happen to remember almost everything,
And start to smile and laugh again,
On my way to the top of my dream.

My dreams is not the only thing that i hold,
Behind it i hold upon a thousand smiles,
Seeking their forgiveness all the while,
Paying all their waiting,
I wanted to do much about my dream,
I forget about what downhill that occurs to me,
Passes the faces that time with a smile,
Just walk away and preparing my own battle,
No longer i feel lonely,
No longer i'm scared,
Cause the reason for this one dream,
Is about my everything and the very same reason i'm being thick headed,
Even if it just lies thousand smiles,
To me it holds the greatest treasures,
For richer that i am with their love and support.