Letter to Daisy

Pardon me for being so far away,
Not that i ignore your plead of silence,
The words that you say to me,
The message that you sent me,
To the point you wanted to feel the presence of me,
You ask for the scent of me to exist,
It was not because i am heartless making you wait,
Making you suffer,
Try as i might to be there,
Back at your side,
But dear,
There are times i could not come closer to you,
Nor giving you the warmth and protection that you seek,
As i was so far away,
When i could only hear and read,
Listen to your heart content,
Heal it with only the warmth of my heart,
Hoping that with only that,
You could sleep tight at night,
Without nightmares but smile on your face.

The place that i go to,
Sometimes tires me out,
The fact i want to come back to your side,
Is a battle that i have to win,
It gets lonely sometimes, my love,
But i could not tell you what i have been through,
Not a single story that i could share,
Unless it's the one that will bring a smile upon your face,
Running, walking and just laying down,
Sometimes too exhausted for my own,
Distance and the counting of days,
I have lost track of them,
But no matter where i am, my sweet,
I would always know your story,
This heart of mine would always tell me,
How you have been doing,
And believe me, my love,
I know what you're trying to tell me,
As i told you first,
About the things that you wanted and needed to hear.

Even years have separates us,
I have come back again and be by your side,
To wipe your tears and share your joy,
The promises that you thought was broken,
I hold onto it no matter what the cause,
The tantrums that you made while i was away,
Healed as i embrace the pain that you have suffer,
Protecting you once again with all my warmth,
'Don't cry anymore my dear',
As i whisper to your ear,
But i laugh when you couldn't stop your tears from this word of mine,
It's peaceful here with you in my arms,
Until to what may comes in the future,
Asking us to be so strong and faithful to each other,
Loving more and more,
Falling in love just like the first time each and everyday,
We both stare into the nights,
As we wonder,
The lasting and the ending of our chapter.

P/S : Dedicated to my other blog which have reach 200th post. I know i'm exaggerating but the meaning behind it is something else. Have a great day everyone. :)