IF YOU CANNOT OBTAIN THE HAPPINESS YOURSELF,
NO ONE ELSE WILL COME AND GET YOU.....
" THERE NEVER WAS AS A LATE OR EARLY START "
NO ONE ELSE WILL COME AND GET YOU.....
" THERE NEVER WAS AS A LATE OR EARLY START "
Saturday, November 28, 2009
My Endless Road
And so,
I started another journey of my life,
It was a never ending road,
When i thought i found the place,
It was just a bus stop for me to rest,
Then i turn towards another junction,
For it seems like i end that stage,
I could never be too selfish nor too greedy,
Should i ask for more,
I'll end up falling down from the hill.
I have come from far,
And i wish i will settle down somehow,
That one day leads to another day,
I keep on climbing the highest mountain,
Not the Mt. Everest people boast by far,
But just like them I struggle further more,
The cold wind that bites,
The hot sun that burns,
Continuous challenge have come and dared me,
I kept thinking if i ever made the wrong path,
And still i never turn back and just walk on.
Though this feet has been hurting,
I cannot stop no matter what it takes,
I still want to move on,
For the people that i left behind,
The decision that i make by far,
Those sacrifice, suffering and lost,
Will not break me by far,
For the happiness to obtain,
The love to pursue,
It will never be too late for anything.
I started another journey of my life,
It was a never ending road,
When i thought i found the place,
It was just a bus stop for me to rest,
Then i turn towards another junction,
For it seems like i end that stage,
I could never be too selfish nor too greedy,
Should i ask for more,
I'll end up falling down from the hill.
I have come from far,
And i wish i will settle down somehow,
That one day leads to another day,
I keep on climbing the highest mountain,
Not the Mt. Everest people boast by far,
But just like them I struggle further more,
The cold wind that bites,
The hot sun that burns,
Continuous challenge have come and dared me,
I kept thinking if i ever made the wrong path,
And still i never turn back and just walk on.
Though this feet has been hurting,
I cannot stop no matter what it takes,
I still want to move on,
For the people that i left behind,
The decision that i make by far,
Those sacrifice, suffering and lost,
Will not break me by far,
For the happiness to obtain,
The love to pursue,
It will never be too late for anything.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
The heartbreaking songs repeat itself again,
Not for the lover who i have longed erase,
But for the joy that i have lost since when i could not remember,
I want it back so much that whenever i think of it,
I feel the pain keep on throbbing in this chest of mine
It's painful,
So painful that i laugh cause there's no more tears to shed.....
Not for the lover who i have longed erase,
But for the joy that i have lost since when i could not remember,
I want it back so much that whenever i think of it,
I feel the pain keep on throbbing in this chest of mine
It's painful,
So painful that i laugh cause there's no more tears to shed.....
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Once Me
REMEMBER HOW I ONCE SAID,
I AM BUT A HEARTBREAKING SONG,
THOUGH MY LIFE FROM FAR ARE COLOURFUL,
THUS WHY THIS HEART OF MINE CHOSE CLOUDY DAY,
OF ALL THE SUN AND STARS THEY TALK ABOUT,
I SEE RAIN AND THUNDER AS A HIDING PLACE,
NO BRIGHTER SKY COULD COVER UP THE DARK NIGHT,
FOR ALL THE TIME,
ALL THE HOUR, MINUTES, SECONDS WERE COUNTED,
THEY SAW NOTHING BUT A SMILE AND LAUGHTER,
IS THAT ALL TO THAT, DEAR ME?
SHE LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER,
JUST LIKE THE INNOCENT CHILD WHO ONLY SLEEPS,
JUST LIKE THEM HAVING NO WORRIES.
REMEMBER THAT ONCE I TOLD THEM I HATE HOT WEATHER,
FOR IT COULD ONLY MELT ANY HEART THAT I FELT,
I PRETEND TO BE BLIND,
WHEN IN THE END I HELD MY HAND UP,
TO BE THE ONLY PERSON TO BE BLAME,
I FOR ONCE NEVER DID MOURN MY DEPRESSION,
SINCE I PREFER TO JUST SMILE HAPPILY THROUGHOUT FORCE,
IT WAS NOT A TORTURING THING TO DO,
JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATHE INSIDE,
LET IT GO WHEN YOU FEEL READY,
CAUSE I HAVE PROMISE MYSELF TO JUST KEEP ON GOING,
FOR LIVING IN THIS LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN CRUEL,
IT IS THE PATH THAT I TAKE LEADS THE WAY.
REMEMBER HOW I ONCE PREFER BEING ALONE,
SOME MIGHT HAVE BEEN HURT BY MY ACTION,
I HAVE SEEN THE EYE AND THE TEAR,
IGNORANCE HAS BEEN CREEPING UP WITHIN ME,
FOR I WANT TO CRY ALL I WANT,
LETTING THIS ANGER OF MINE LEAVE ME BEHIND,
FOR I LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THOUGH ITS PAINFUL,
SHOULD I GIVE UP THEIR LOVE TOWARDS ME,
THEN WHAT ARE MY REASONS TO LIVE AFTER THAT?
FOR IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER THRISTING FOR THEIR HAND,
I COULD NEVER COMPLAINT THOUGH I VOICE OUT SOMETIMES,
I AM BUT IMPERFECT HUMAN BEING,
CAUSE THERE ARE TIMES I FELT LIKE TODAY WOULD BE MY LAST.
REMEMBER WHEN I TOLD YOU I HAVE A SECRET?
HOW I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU WITHOUT BEING THROWN OUT,
LOSING MY PRECIOUS YOU SEEMS LIKE THE BLADE THAT OUGHT TO STAB ME IN THE HEART,
SO HOW SHOULD I TALK TO YOU AND TELL YOU ALL THAT,
KNOWING THAT I CHOSE A DIFFERENT PATH,
WHERE EVERY DREAMS THAT I HOLD,
I CHANGED IT INTO RELEASING MYSELF,
I SURRENDER IN THIS PATH THAT I TOOK,
SO IN THE END I WOULD SUFFER LIKE I DO RIGHT NOW,
TO FULFILL YOUR EVERY DREAM AND LIVE IT IN YOUR MEMORIES.
REMEMBER HOW I ONCE SAID I LIE SO MANY TIMES,
HOW THEY BELIEVE IN EVERY WORD I SAID,
HOW THEY DISBELIEF THE WORD FROM TRUTH,
IT IS ONCE BEING WARNED,
BY THE MOST DANGEROUS POINT THAT ONE NEVER THINK OF,
SEE HOW SLY I AM THROUGH THERE,
THIS HEART OF MINE TAINTED BY THOSE LIE,
FOR THE BLACK MEMORY THAT I LEARN FROM PAST,
I STAND TALL AGAIN BUT ON THE WRONG FOOT,
SINCE FALLING IS NOT A THREAT TOWARD ME AGAIN,
LOOK WHAT HAPPEN WHEN NO ONE LOOKS AROUND,
I GAIN THE POWER TO CONTROL MYSELF,
AND BECOME THE POWERFUL ACTRESS WITHOUT ANYONE SEEING.
FOREVER REMEMBERING AND FOREVER LYING,
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU MOM?
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU DAD?
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU MY DEAR SISTERS?
IT IS A PUZZLE THAT SOME MIGHT WONDER,
SINCE THE WAY I AM WITH YOU,
ARE NEVER THE SAME WITH THE WAY I AM WITH THEM,
FOR IT IS A SECRET THAT I WOULD NEVER TELL,
NOT EVEN THEM OR YOU,
THIS IS HOW I AM LIVING,
I LAUGH WHEN I CRY,
I SMILE WHEN I FEEL SAD,
ANGER, DEPRESSED, DECEPTION, BETRAYED, FRUSTRATED,
(grin) I’LL JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON SMILING.
FOR YOUR LIFE IS IMPORTANT,
AND SO DOES YOUR HEART,
I’LL ALWAYS LOOK AFTER THAT HEART OF YOURS.
I AM BUT A HEARTBREAKING SONG,
THOUGH MY LIFE FROM FAR ARE COLOURFUL,
THUS WHY THIS HEART OF MINE CHOSE CLOUDY DAY,
OF ALL THE SUN AND STARS THEY TALK ABOUT,
I SEE RAIN AND THUNDER AS A HIDING PLACE,
NO BRIGHTER SKY COULD COVER UP THE DARK NIGHT,
FOR ALL THE TIME,
ALL THE HOUR, MINUTES, SECONDS WERE COUNTED,
THEY SAW NOTHING BUT A SMILE AND LAUGHTER,
IS THAT ALL TO THAT, DEAR ME?
SHE LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER,
JUST LIKE THE INNOCENT CHILD WHO ONLY SLEEPS,
JUST LIKE THEM HAVING NO WORRIES.
REMEMBER THAT ONCE I TOLD THEM I HATE HOT WEATHER,
FOR IT COULD ONLY MELT ANY HEART THAT I FELT,
I PRETEND TO BE BLIND,
WHEN IN THE END I HELD MY HAND UP,
TO BE THE ONLY PERSON TO BE BLAME,
I FOR ONCE NEVER DID MOURN MY DEPRESSION,
SINCE I PREFER TO JUST SMILE HAPPILY THROUGHOUT FORCE,
IT WAS NOT A TORTURING THING TO DO,
JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATHE INSIDE,
LET IT GO WHEN YOU FEEL READY,
CAUSE I HAVE PROMISE MYSELF TO JUST KEEP ON GOING,
FOR LIVING IN THIS LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN CRUEL,
IT IS THE PATH THAT I TAKE LEADS THE WAY.
REMEMBER HOW I ONCE PREFER BEING ALONE,
SOME MIGHT HAVE BEEN HURT BY MY ACTION,
I HAVE SEEN THE EYE AND THE TEAR,
IGNORANCE HAS BEEN CREEPING UP WITHIN ME,
FOR I WANT TO CRY ALL I WANT,
LETTING THIS ANGER OF MINE LEAVE ME BEHIND,
FOR I LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THOUGH ITS PAINFUL,
SHOULD I GIVE UP THEIR LOVE TOWARDS ME,
THEN WHAT ARE MY REASONS TO LIVE AFTER THAT?
FOR IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER THRISTING FOR THEIR HAND,
I COULD NEVER COMPLAINT THOUGH I VOICE OUT SOMETIMES,
I AM BUT IMPERFECT HUMAN BEING,
CAUSE THERE ARE TIMES I FELT LIKE TODAY WOULD BE MY LAST.
REMEMBER WHEN I TOLD YOU I HAVE A SECRET?
HOW I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU WITHOUT BEING THROWN OUT,
LOSING MY PRECIOUS YOU SEEMS LIKE THE BLADE THAT OUGHT TO STAB ME IN THE HEART,
SO HOW SHOULD I TALK TO YOU AND TELL YOU ALL THAT,
KNOWING THAT I CHOSE A DIFFERENT PATH,
WHERE EVERY DREAMS THAT I HOLD,
I CHANGED IT INTO RELEASING MYSELF,
I SURRENDER IN THIS PATH THAT I TOOK,
SO IN THE END I WOULD SUFFER LIKE I DO RIGHT NOW,
TO FULFILL YOUR EVERY DREAM AND LIVE IT IN YOUR MEMORIES.
REMEMBER HOW I ONCE SAID I LIE SO MANY TIMES,
HOW THEY BELIEVE IN EVERY WORD I SAID,
HOW THEY DISBELIEF THE WORD FROM TRUTH,
IT IS ONCE BEING WARNED,
BY THE MOST DANGEROUS POINT THAT ONE NEVER THINK OF,
SEE HOW SLY I AM THROUGH THERE,
THIS HEART OF MINE TAINTED BY THOSE LIE,
FOR THE BLACK MEMORY THAT I LEARN FROM PAST,
I STAND TALL AGAIN BUT ON THE WRONG FOOT,
SINCE FALLING IS NOT A THREAT TOWARD ME AGAIN,
LOOK WHAT HAPPEN WHEN NO ONE LOOKS AROUND,
I GAIN THE POWER TO CONTROL MYSELF,
AND BECOME THE POWERFUL ACTRESS WITHOUT ANYONE SEEING.
FOREVER REMEMBERING AND FOREVER LYING,
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU MOM?
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU DAD?
DID I EVER LIE TO YOU MY DEAR SISTERS?
IT IS A PUZZLE THAT SOME MIGHT WONDER,
SINCE THE WAY I AM WITH YOU,
ARE NEVER THE SAME WITH THE WAY I AM WITH THEM,
FOR IT IS A SECRET THAT I WOULD NEVER TELL,
NOT EVEN THEM OR YOU,
THIS IS HOW I AM LIVING,
I LAUGH WHEN I CRY,
I SMILE WHEN I FEEL SAD,
ANGER, DEPRESSED, DECEPTION, BETRAYED, FRUSTRATED,
(grin) I’LL JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON SMILING.
FOR YOUR LIFE IS IMPORTANT,
AND SO DOES YOUR HEART,
I’LL ALWAYS LOOK AFTER THAT HEART OF YOURS.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
See How Money Talks
Did you hear?
How parents showered their love in a specific way,
Houses stand tall and exclusively with big garden around it (in a big cage)
Children given pile of golden notes on their hands,
Spending it in a way that they could never think of,
From the famous Mercedez Benz to jet plane,
House as big as a football field in a standard way (living with the dead)
Family vacation to the world famous and expensive places (but seperately)
Taking pictures with great poses (the fade away smile)
Eating dinner in a high class manner (sarcasm at each other)
Living out of love but a luxury life,
How could one not be satisfy with everything around them,
Even the children itself never bother about it anymore,
Tired being the puppet of the show,
We're the 'Happy Family' (but out of love)
Love?
(What?Love?Never heard of.)
Though the bond between family has torn apart,
Cheating man and wife, divorce and another chaotic live ruin,
Don't bother about it,
Cause money can buy everything,
(Though i thirst for love and attention)
This heart of theirs have become cold and frozen,
Sit back and watch,
The world famous family corruption is happening,
For this is a so-called show,
And i am just reporting what i have seen so far,
This is the money talk,
Right back at you to the reality of life.
How parents showered their love in a specific way,
Houses stand tall and exclusively with big garden around it (in a big cage)
Children given pile of golden notes on their hands,
Spending it in a way that they could never think of,
From the famous Mercedez Benz to jet plane,
House as big as a football field in a standard way (living with the dead)
Family vacation to the world famous and expensive places (but seperately)
Taking pictures with great poses (the fade away smile)
Eating dinner in a high class manner (sarcasm at each other)
Living out of love but a luxury life,
How could one not be satisfy with everything around them,
Even the children itself never bother about it anymore,
Tired being the puppet of the show,
We're the 'Happy Family' (but out of love)
Love?
(What?Love?Never heard of.)
Though the bond between family has torn apart,
Cheating man and wife, divorce and another chaotic live ruin,
Don't bother about it,
Cause money can buy everything,
(Though i thirst for love and attention)
This heart of theirs have become cold and frozen,
Sit back and watch,
The world famous family corruption is happening,
For this is a so-called show,
And i am just reporting what i have seen so far,
This is the money talk,
Right back at you to the reality of life.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
In My Eye
Here in my world,
I create my own lullaby song,
Singing it to myself,
The melody that i make often from nature,
Though night does not feel long anymore.
Here's a black book that i kept,
It is not a diary nor a secret to hide,
But no one did bother to read it,
It does seems private and untouchable,
One could not help but wonder the mysteries behind it.
Here's the black box that i kept,
A treasure that i long collect,
It may be priceless for anyone,
But for me it is part of my memories,
For it took me years to collect lovely memories.
Here's the permanent seat that i always seat,
There i surf upon the internet checking email and facebook,
Full of password and the hidden me,
This keyboard that has been helping worn out,
For it has been my most precious seat in all places.
Here's the room that i always stuck upon,
It might be dull as the owner you see,
But it has a lot of secrets that i kept,
In the corner over there it all happen,
But i won't tell for now cause it's mine.
Here's the life that i have lead,
It wasn't all black and white for it is colourful,
I have my ups and downs for sure that is,
I have cried and laugh all together,
And i ought to keep it and share with someone one day.
I create my own lullaby song,
Singing it to myself,
The melody that i make often from nature,
Though night does not feel long anymore.
Here's a black book that i kept,
It is not a diary nor a secret to hide,
But no one did bother to read it,
It does seems private and untouchable,
One could not help but wonder the mysteries behind it.
Here's the black box that i kept,
A treasure that i long collect,
It may be priceless for anyone,
But for me it is part of my memories,
For it took me years to collect lovely memories.
Here's the permanent seat that i always seat,
There i surf upon the internet checking email and facebook,
Full of password and the hidden me,
This keyboard that has been helping worn out,
For it has been my most precious seat in all places.
Here's the room that i always stuck upon,
It might be dull as the owner you see,
But it has a lot of secrets that i kept,
In the corner over there it all happen,
But i won't tell for now cause it's mine.
Here's the life that i have lead,
It wasn't all black and white for it is colourful,
I have my ups and downs for sure that is,
I have cried and laugh all together,
And i ought to keep it and share with someone one day.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
A Reunion For Friends
It has been long years since we were apart,
Through all that years we never did kept in touch,
One has to wonder how wonderful to be seeing each other again,
While the other thought how much changes that would happen,
For even if i do forget the faces,
How would i easily erase the sad and happy memories together.
That one year we try to gather everyone,
Finding them has been an adventure that one conquer,
Some sweet talk and old memories being brought up,
Asking the whereabouts and how it has been,
Lastly but not least sending a wonderful message,
" Please come to the Reunion Party this year".
Though leaving the school life has been long gone,
The memories between them will never waver,
This excitement that are hardly to be control,
Through email, tagged, facebook and friendster word has spread,
Wanting to meet once again,
The reunion that we have planned way before.
I am looking forward to meet everyone,
Though in the end i cannot attend,
But i know there are part of my sweet memories will come,
On my behalf i send them their regards,
While i keep to myself and take pen and notebook,
I jotted down '5 more years to come it's my turn'.
Through all that years we never did kept in touch,
One has to wonder how wonderful to be seeing each other again,
While the other thought how much changes that would happen,
For even if i do forget the faces,
How would i easily erase the sad and happy memories together.
That one year we try to gather everyone,
Finding them has been an adventure that one conquer,
Some sweet talk and old memories being brought up,
Asking the whereabouts and how it has been,
Lastly but not least sending a wonderful message,
" Please come to the Reunion Party this year".
Though leaving the school life has been long gone,
The memories between them will never waver,
This excitement that are hardly to be control,
Through email, tagged, facebook and friendster word has spread,
Wanting to meet once again,
The reunion that we have planned way before.
I am looking forward to meet everyone,
Though in the end i cannot attend,
But i know there are part of my sweet memories will come,
On my behalf i send them their regards,
While i keep to myself and take pen and notebook,
I jotted down '5 more years to come it's my turn'.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Heartbreaking Song
I am a heartbreaking song,
Singing in silence and alone in the dark,
Making the sobbing and teardrops as my melody,
Letting the tears be my fans,
As i create another sad tune to my song.
I am singing in despair,
The pain that i felt still throbbing,
While my heart keeps breaking into pieces,
Slowly i'm unable to match the puzzle,
As i loses my senses of loving nor be loved.
I am living a regretful life,
As i continue my journey forward,
For each and every step i take i keep looking back,
My tune of sorrow becomes my world,
Letting the remorse take over my life.
I could never sing another love song or happy one,
For i could never open my heart and give another chance,
I am the heartbreaking song singing to my heart,
Singing in regret and despair for losing,
Losing for something more important than my dream.
Singing in silence and alone in the dark,
Making the sobbing and teardrops as my melody,
Letting the tears be my fans,
As i create another sad tune to my song.
I am singing in despair,
The pain that i felt still throbbing,
While my heart keeps breaking into pieces,
Slowly i'm unable to match the puzzle,
As i loses my senses of loving nor be loved.
I am living a regretful life,
As i continue my journey forward,
For each and every step i take i keep looking back,
My tune of sorrow becomes my world,
Letting the remorse take over my life.
I could never sing another love song or happy one,
For i could never open my heart and give another chance,
I am the heartbreaking song singing to my heart,
Singing in regret and despair for losing,
Losing for something more important than my dream.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Dedicated to YOU (WHF)
You're leaving so I'm saying my goodbye,
I won't hold you back any longer,
Nor will i tie you with my every words,
It seems the word love have a meaningless view to you,
So i wish all the happiness that you ought to find,
When it seems like i have to mend this pieces of my heart.
I'm not crying anymore for missing you,
Nor will i even shed a tear cause you're leaving me,
As you turn away,
I'll be on my way also to never look back again,
From there onwards i can never call you or even sms you anymore.
Like an idiot i'm still checking my handphone searching for that one name,
I should longed forgotten about it since its been years since you've gone,
It was me who said goodbye and it was me also who wanted to be apart,
Yet it was like a spell i keep coming back to you,
Staring at your name on my phone for long,
Waiting for you send me some news,
Telling me that you missed me but yet it was all over.
That one day i was happy to receive the birthday wish that you gave,
But then came along the other new that i wish you congratulation,
Though it was such a heartbreaking moment for me,
I still know how to give you the best smile and shed a happy tears for you (not)
In time you have all the happiness that i once wish you.
Your wedding day tomorrow and i still lock myself in the room,
Writing this awful song dedicated to you,
Still i don't plan to sing at your wedding,
Since i'm just there to witness your love vows and never ending happiness,
Until then i'll keep wishing you smile always like you always do.
I don't plan to kill myself with Pepsi Twist that keep me addicted since you left,
Nor i even plan to keep on living this way mourning your gone,
Someday i'll get up again and face you straight like i used to,
This is just the way i am to not fall eventhough life sure is tough,
I'll just keep on hanging to the lives that i have for now.
I'm smiling now and laughing with what i have,
As years passes by i'm forgetting all the memories that i kept,
But i have never forget once how i felt that day and the love that lies within,
So i'm hoping your lives gets better with the new title that you held by then,
And tonight i'm singing this song for you.
I'll not lie when i say i still love you,
Nor will act normal knowing that you have someone in your life,
But then i'll not cry in grievances for i'll always smile for you,
So i'll keep on smiling until now that is,
It is not only for you but for someone who still cares for me,
I'll keep on walking this path of line that i have chose,
So i'm saying goodbye now to you,
I'm just dedicating this song for you.
P/S I haven't made the melody yet and i need someone to help me to make a melody for me and send it to this email aceice_ct@yahoo.com. I hope you'll kind enough and help me compose this song. I have one request though. I want a part where there's a rap. So can anyone help me with that? Please..... Let me know if the lyric is not good enough. Thank you...
I won't hold you back any longer,
Nor will i tie you with my every words,
It seems the word love have a meaningless view to you,
So i wish all the happiness that you ought to find,
When it seems like i have to mend this pieces of my heart.
I'm not crying anymore for missing you,
Nor will i even shed a tear cause you're leaving me,
As you turn away,
I'll be on my way also to never look back again,
From there onwards i can never call you or even sms you anymore.
Like an idiot i'm still checking my handphone searching for that one name,
I should longed forgotten about it since its been years since you've gone,
It was me who said goodbye and it was me also who wanted to be apart,
Yet it was like a spell i keep coming back to you,
Staring at your name on my phone for long,
Waiting for you send me some news,
Telling me that you missed me but yet it was all over.
That one day i was happy to receive the birthday wish that you gave,
But then came along the other new that i wish you congratulation,
Though it was such a heartbreaking moment for me,
I still know how to give you the best smile and shed a happy tears for you (not)
In time you have all the happiness that i once wish you.
Your wedding day tomorrow and i still lock myself in the room,
Writing this awful song dedicated to you,
Still i don't plan to sing at your wedding,
Since i'm just there to witness your love vows and never ending happiness,
Until then i'll keep wishing you smile always like you always do.
I don't plan to kill myself with Pepsi Twist that keep me addicted since you left,
Nor i even plan to keep on living this way mourning your gone,
Someday i'll get up again and face you straight like i used to,
This is just the way i am to not fall eventhough life sure is tough,
I'll just keep on hanging to the lives that i have for now.
I'm smiling now and laughing with what i have,
As years passes by i'm forgetting all the memories that i kept,
But i have never forget once how i felt that day and the love that lies within,
So i'm hoping your lives gets better with the new title that you held by then,
And tonight i'm singing this song for you.
I'll not lie when i say i still love you,
Nor will act normal knowing that you have someone in your life,
But then i'll not cry in grievances for i'll always smile for you,
So i'll keep on smiling until now that is,
It is not only for you but for someone who still cares for me,
I'll keep on walking this path of line that i have chose,
So i'm saying goodbye now to you,
I'm just dedicating this song for you.
P/S I haven't made the melody yet and i need someone to help me to make a melody for me and send it to this email aceice_ct@yahoo.com. I hope you'll kind enough and help me compose this song. I have one request though. I want a part where there's a rap. So can anyone help me with that? Please..... Let me know if the lyric is not good enough. Thank you...
Thursday, July 30, 2009
What??
What if i were to tell a secret?
A dark secret that could ruin the me today,
Whatever would happen to the day after tomorrow,
Will i be able to stand on my own again,
After my own clumsiness for opening the truth.
What i may think may not the same as it is,
It could turn out to be disappointment,
Either way round i'm ready to take,
But then it occurs to the unexpected thing happen,
I could not help but being a coward.
What my heart wanted has never satisfy those who are close,
It always hurting them and hurting me even more,
As my life keeps on rolling,
I realize i had nowhere to go nor my goal,
I feel so confused yet so lonely.
What if has been the same question enter before i sleep,
Now i'm just to scared to sleep unless i'm really tired,
For i don't want to think a question that has unbearable answer,
For i have been creating the fantasy life that keeps me comfort,
Whereas until now i am still well hidden.
What could possibly be hurtful than being the failure,
Though i didn't mean to think that way,
But the eyes that are following telling me the same thing,
May it be your closest stranger or blood ties,
I couldn't stop them nor explaining anything.
A dark secret that could ruin the me today,
Whatever would happen to the day after tomorrow,
Will i be able to stand on my own again,
After my own clumsiness for opening the truth.
What i may think may not the same as it is,
It could turn out to be disappointment,
Either way round i'm ready to take,
But then it occurs to the unexpected thing happen,
I could not help but being a coward.
What my heart wanted has never satisfy those who are close,
It always hurting them and hurting me even more,
As my life keeps on rolling,
I realize i had nowhere to go nor my goal,
I feel so confused yet so lonely.
What if has been the same question enter before i sleep,
Now i'm just to scared to sleep unless i'm really tired,
For i don't want to think a question that has unbearable answer,
For i have been creating the fantasy life that keeps me comfort,
Whereas until now i am still well hidden.
What could possibly be hurtful than being the failure,
Though i didn't mean to think that way,
But the eyes that are following telling me the same thing,
May it be your closest stranger or blood ties,
I couldn't stop them nor explaining anything.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Stranger to who??
Should i tell a stranger about my chaotic mind?
When i should have told my family or friends about it,
But why is it so hard for me to tell them,
Not because i don't trust them or something,
It might have been because i know how they behave,
I prefer to listen the world of strangers.
I am not alone like i always said,
But i can't bear another long night that fill up my thoughts,
I grab hold on my handphone and like an idiot i stare at them,
Staring at the names of who i should call to help me,
And then i tend to switch off cause i can't bear to watch or hear my thoughts,
From there on i am feeling lonely when i shut myself up.
I have become a stranger myself,
Trying to solve my own problem though its tiring,
But i don't mind after so much thing happen in my life,
From what i see is something that i should cherish and hold onto,
Let it be painful and tiring but i can never give up yet,
Not when i feel myself a stranger to my own.
When i should have told my family or friends about it,
But why is it so hard for me to tell them,
Not because i don't trust them or something,
It might have been because i know how they behave,
I prefer to listen the world of strangers.
I am not alone like i always said,
But i can't bear another long night that fill up my thoughts,
I grab hold on my handphone and like an idiot i stare at them,
Staring at the names of who i should call to help me,
And then i tend to switch off cause i can't bear to watch or hear my thoughts,
From there on i am feeling lonely when i shut myself up.
I have become a stranger myself,
Trying to solve my own problem though its tiring,
But i don't mind after so much thing happen in my life,
From what i see is something that i should cherish and hold onto,
Let it be painful and tiring but i can never give up yet,
Not when i feel myself a stranger to my own.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Back Then
There was time when we fight for food,
Just a bit of cracker and crumbs of biscuit,
As long we can taste the food though only a bit,
Neighbour boast the taste of chicken and shrimp,
While we just have a look and wanting some,
Mother pinched us, took us inside the house and close the door,
That night we dream of eating them.
Mother's heart is breaking seeing what we wanted to eat,
Though we cannot eat them at the moment,
We were just pleased the way it is,
We could wait, so don't cry anymore mother,
We really could wait no matter how long,
So let just eat whatever you're cooking,
Cause it was always the best food that we ever tasted.
Father just got paid and brought home chicken and fish,
At last we manage to eat chicken,
It does not matter if it were chopped into 24 pieces,
We still can eat it mother,
So don't you worry,
We might fight but that is just the way we are,
Your naughty daughters but yet you still adore us.
Though we don't have house,
It doesn't matter cause we still have this shelter,
Living in a government house is nothing as long as we're together,
We still live happily like anyone else,
So don't worry mother and father,
We still be able to survive it no matter what.
Years have passes by,
We can actually buy the cookies that we wanted so much,
Without fighting we eat it together,
We can eat the all the seafood that we envy for back in the old days,
Mother don't have to be sad anymore,
We will appreciate every moment of our life and cherish it.
Just a bit of cracker and crumbs of biscuit,
As long we can taste the food though only a bit,
Neighbour boast the taste of chicken and shrimp,
While we just have a look and wanting some,
Mother pinched us, took us inside the house and close the door,
That night we dream of eating them.
Mother's heart is breaking seeing what we wanted to eat,
Though we cannot eat them at the moment,
We were just pleased the way it is,
We could wait, so don't cry anymore mother,
We really could wait no matter how long,
So let just eat whatever you're cooking,
Cause it was always the best food that we ever tasted.
Father just got paid and brought home chicken and fish,
At last we manage to eat chicken,
It does not matter if it were chopped into 24 pieces,
We still can eat it mother,
So don't you worry,
We might fight but that is just the way we are,
Your naughty daughters but yet you still adore us.
Though we don't have house,
It doesn't matter cause we still have this shelter,
Living in a government house is nothing as long as we're together,
We still live happily like anyone else,
So don't worry mother and father,
We still be able to survive it no matter what.
Years have passes by,
We can actually buy the cookies that we wanted so much,
Without fighting we eat it together,
We can eat the all the seafood that we envy for back in the old days,
Mother don't have to be sad anymore,
We will appreciate every moment of our life and cherish it.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Single Ladies
If lovers keep talking about the sun, stars and night,
Then what would the singles be talking about?
One might not think at all what they would be thinking,
It would be a surprise once you listen to what they say,
What they have plan,
Life becomes interesting event for them.
Did you ever heard about their ideal man?
It is not easy to get one but they always believe in it,
One wants a prince charming,
While some wants a warrior more or less a highlander,
It is not the money or title they are looking for,
But for the romance that they ought to have for the rest of their days.
Did you hear what they plan to do if they were fated to stay single?
When i say it's more fun than having couple you should believe it,
Cause it was not something small,
It is for the sake of their dreams and something to cherish,
They could travel everywhere and have various activities to remember,
It is what they called the freedom of being single.
Hear them when they talk about what their life,
It was even interesting than drama or movies,
How they accomplish what they dream of and all their downs,
It's dramatic for some but for them it was a lesson they learn,
They live no matter how hard life was,
Cause it is part of their chores for them to survive.
Some might wonder don't they feel lonely,
Deep down they all feel lonely but it is not the end of the world,
They still believe about someday,
Whereas there will be time for them to enjoy more than others,
It might not be surprising for others,
But it is a celebration and tears of joy that ought to be there.
Then what would the singles be talking about?
One might not think at all what they would be thinking,
It would be a surprise once you listen to what they say,
What they have plan,
Life becomes interesting event for them.
Did you ever heard about their ideal man?
It is not easy to get one but they always believe in it,
One wants a prince charming,
While some wants a warrior more or less a highlander,
It is not the money or title they are looking for,
But for the romance that they ought to have for the rest of their days.
Did you hear what they plan to do if they were fated to stay single?
When i say it's more fun than having couple you should believe it,
Cause it was not something small,
It is for the sake of their dreams and something to cherish,
They could travel everywhere and have various activities to remember,
It is what they called the freedom of being single.
Hear them when they talk about what their life,
It was even interesting than drama or movies,
How they accomplish what they dream of and all their downs,
It's dramatic for some but for them it was a lesson they learn,
They live no matter how hard life was,
Cause it is part of their chores for them to survive.
Some might wonder don't they feel lonely,
Deep down they all feel lonely but it is not the end of the world,
They still believe about someday,
Whereas there will be time for them to enjoy more than others,
It might not be surprising for others,
But it is a celebration and tears of joy that ought to be there.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
The Protector
There are times at night where i could not sleep,
Where my heart aches searching for that one answer,
It was an endless night,
But i realize time envies my every moment,
Cause the next thing i know it was nearly dawn.
It was a bluff when i said i could live all alone,
In truth i hate being the only place without no one beside me,
As the pain keep on creeping my every night,
How was i suppose to face another night,
When it keep on showing the cruelty of the world.
I have to stop thinking,
But it is beyond me,
As i keep on turning to have my comfort moment,
It seems impossible as the thunder, lightning and wind keep threatening,
Threatening until there are times i wish there's someone for me.
I keep on hugging my pillow tightly,
I put every pillows that i have around me,
So i wouldn't be afraid during the night,
Nor even scared of falling down,
As i keep tossing myself from a restless night.
There is nothing that i ever wish for during the night,
But the warm that i ought to feel when i'm cold,
The embrace that would protect me from the thunder and rain,
There i wonder if i'll be able to find someone,
Someone to protect my heart.
I should have been able to survive even when i'm alone,
But it does not mean anything when even the strong one will fall,
I can feel myself shattered into million pieces,
No matter how i tend not to cry,
I still needed a protector other than me.
Where my heart aches searching for that one answer,
It was an endless night,
But i realize time envies my every moment,
Cause the next thing i know it was nearly dawn.
It was a bluff when i said i could live all alone,
In truth i hate being the only place without no one beside me,
As the pain keep on creeping my every night,
How was i suppose to face another night,
When it keep on showing the cruelty of the world.
I have to stop thinking,
But it is beyond me,
As i keep on turning to have my comfort moment,
It seems impossible as the thunder, lightning and wind keep threatening,
Threatening until there are times i wish there's someone for me.
I keep on hugging my pillow tightly,
I put every pillows that i have around me,
So i wouldn't be afraid during the night,
Nor even scared of falling down,
As i keep tossing myself from a restless night.
There is nothing that i ever wish for during the night,
But the warm that i ought to feel when i'm cold,
The embrace that would protect me from the thunder and rain,
There i wonder if i'll be able to find someone,
Someone to protect my heart.
I should have been able to survive even when i'm alone,
But it does not mean anything when even the strong one will fall,
I can feel myself shattered into million pieces,
No matter how i tend not to cry,
I still needed a protector other than me.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Impossible Confession
I might can never forget all the pains,
I might can never move on,
But surprisingly i get up again,
I'm walking both on my feet,
Without any hands that were offered,
I jut keep going and starting all over again.
I might have said goodbye,
I might said hope you can find someone who love you,
But unexpectedly after all the while i was giving all of that,
I was talking about myself most of all,
I keep on reminding myself the same thing,
Until a lot of question just keep on popping in my head.
I might said i'm okay,
I might been able to go on,
But I was never moving from the same spot,
I wasn't actually doing anything but just mending,
Every day life making me confuse,
And i give my heart to someone who is far away from me.
He might don't know me,
He might don't even care about me,
I might even say it's okay,
I might said i am not worth it to be with him,
But unfortunately i feel pain more than ever before.
He's an artist and always got people's attention,
While i'm just ordinary girl out of nowhere,
It was impossible from the beginning,
That is why i decided to back off while i can,
I can only hear his enchanting voice,
And letting the winds blow so that he can hear mine too.
I might have given up,
I might have been faraway,
But i won't regret my retreat,
For it has become part of my life,
My life was impossible from the start with startling dreams.
P/S: This was actually dedicated to one of the singer/actor in Korea. I am not just a fan of him but it was actually some sort of confession. Some impossible confession. I should know where i belong.
I might can never move on,
But surprisingly i get up again,
I'm walking both on my feet,
Without any hands that were offered,
I jut keep going and starting all over again.
I might have said goodbye,
I might said hope you can find someone who love you,
But unexpectedly after all the while i was giving all of that,
I was talking about myself most of all,
I keep on reminding myself the same thing,
Until a lot of question just keep on popping in my head.
I might said i'm okay,
I might been able to go on,
But I was never moving from the same spot,
I wasn't actually doing anything but just mending,
Every day life making me confuse,
And i give my heart to someone who is far away from me.
He might don't know me,
He might don't even care about me,
I might even say it's okay,
I might said i am not worth it to be with him,
But unfortunately i feel pain more than ever before.
He's an artist and always got people's attention,
While i'm just ordinary girl out of nowhere,
It was impossible from the beginning,
That is why i decided to back off while i can,
I can only hear his enchanting voice,
And letting the winds blow so that he can hear mine too.
I might have given up,
I might have been faraway,
But i won't regret my retreat,
For it has become part of my life,
My life was impossible from the start with startling dreams.
P/S: This was actually dedicated to one of the singer/actor in Korea. I am not just a fan of him but it was actually some sort of confession. Some impossible confession. I should know where i belong.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Taking Away Love
Afterall the times that we share,
We finally end it in a good way,
It could have ended a better path,
But it seems impossible for us right now,
And now i'm living my life as freely as possible.
Don't you worry now,
Though we though it was perfect till the end,
But it is not enough to have all those happiness,
I shall pursue my happiness,
And i hope you will too.
We fought hard and even break up couple of times,
Each thought we cannot live without each other,
Not even thinking what future that we will brought,
We just thought of the fun that we had,
And we keep on having those breakdowns.
What's more to cry,
What's all these tears falling?
What's all this heartbroken?
What's all the mourning?
I'll just keep on going forward.
I thought i was falling down,
Without your love i would not live,
But i have to go on with my life,
It pains without a bandage to cover the scar,
I keep on falling and calling...
We finally end it in a good way,
It could have ended a better path,
But it seems impossible for us right now,
And now i'm living my life as freely as possible.
Don't you worry now,
Though we though it was perfect till the end,
But it is not enough to have all those happiness,
I shall pursue my happiness,
And i hope you will too.
We fought hard and even break up couple of times,
Each thought we cannot live without each other,
Not even thinking what future that we will brought,
We just thought of the fun that we had,
And we keep on having those breakdowns.
What's more to cry,
What's all these tears falling?
What's all this heartbroken?
What's all the mourning?
I'll just keep on going forward.
I thought i was falling down,
Without your love i would not live,
But i have to go on with my life,
It pains without a bandage to cover the scar,
I keep on falling and calling...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Shelter
The sound of loud thunder jarred me from my deep sleep,
It was morning yet it was raining heavily,
Thus another lightning strikes and lighten the dark cloud,
Where the moment the light vanish came the thunder to hit.
I got up from bed and switch off the fan,
I look around and see my mom pulling the plug from its socket,
I stay with her for a little while,
And there goes another thunder strike again.
Deep down inside my heart,
I prayed for a PROTECTOR to shelter me and my mom,
There's only the two of us here to shield my sister,
But then who would shield me and mom?
Raining as it is,
Thundering as loud as it can be,
As long as there's roof on top of us,
We'll keep on heading strong.
It was morning yet it was raining heavily,
Thus another lightning strikes and lighten the dark cloud,
Where the moment the light vanish came the thunder to hit.
I got up from bed and switch off the fan,
I look around and see my mom pulling the plug from its socket,
I stay with her for a little while,
And there goes another thunder strike again.
Deep down inside my heart,
I prayed for a PROTECTOR to shelter me and my mom,
There's only the two of us here to shield my sister,
But then who would shield me and mom?
Raining as it is,
Thundering as loud as it can be,
As long as there's roof on top of us,
We'll keep on heading strong.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Talk of Music
Right now i'm dancing within the music,
Let it flow around me,
Although i might not understand a single word,
But still i made it personal for me.
It was a beautiful song,
Not because the handsome face that people usually crazy about,
But it is within the lyric itself,
It has caught me within a second.
If everyone is hurrying to see the singer,
I am more interested in meeting the song writer,
Not to mention the one who made the melody,
If only one day i ought to meet them.
To be continued...
P/S: I was hearing It's You song by Super Junior and that's when i wrote this. It was perfect for me.
Let it flow around me,
Although i might not understand a single word,
But still i made it personal for me.
It was a beautiful song,
Not because the handsome face that people usually crazy about,
But it is within the lyric itself,
It has caught me within a second.
If everyone is hurrying to see the singer,
I am more interested in meeting the song writer,
Not to mention the one who made the melody,
If only one day i ought to meet them.
To be continued...
P/S: I was hearing It's You song by Super Junior and that's when i wrote this. It was perfect for me.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
A Tale Of Holiday
Everyone was suppose to be happy when it comes to holiday,
In every family they have been waiting long for this,
Though some might won't enjoy more than just a laughter,
It is still a holiday where each member can gather together,
A house that never been so merry,
All fill with happiness where neighbours can sense from far,
Wishing the very same thing but join their happiness as well.
It does not matter which holiday it was meant to be,
As long as i can see my sister and dad in the same couch with my mom,
They share the moment together and i fill in the empty seat,
No work to be talked about but just their own funny memories,
It is shared among us and we keep it as a part of our memory as well,
But it is more within the moment that we share at that time.
But as we were starting to be further away from each other,
Even holiday couldn't even bring us together,
I starting to miss the old way of life,
Where we just living in a modest life,
As soon as the word money grasp each hand,
They start to forget the sweet holiday that lies within.
We don't see that much laughter anymore,
My mom was suppose to rest from cooking,
It is time she had the taste of her daughter's cooking,
But then it all turns the other way round,
It breaks my heart to see my sisters way,
While my dad keeps demanding some impossible and tiring stuff.
Late night i share my mom's thoughts,
She wanted to have a holiday where everyone would gather around,
Just like it used to be,
But now everything seems impossible,
She waited at home and still doing the same thing like she does everyday.
In her thoughts she just wanted to eat outside,
Feel the luxury that her daughter just gain,
If it only a new dress and eating clamp with her daughters,
While dad will buy her anything that she wants,
So she could actually feel appreciate to her family,
But then it was nothing like that.
We seem to forget a lot nowadays,
As i watch my family falling apart,
I try to fix it with all my might,
It didn't matter how hurt i was supposed to feel,
But i just want them to remember what it was like before,
So no more the tears that are invisible to this old eyes.
P/S : I was inspired from my previous holiday that i spend with my sister in KL and it made me realize the thing that cause disaster in the next 5 or 10 years. Who knows.
In every family they have been waiting long for this,
Though some might won't enjoy more than just a laughter,
It is still a holiday where each member can gather together,
A house that never been so merry,
All fill with happiness where neighbours can sense from far,
Wishing the very same thing but join their happiness as well.
It does not matter which holiday it was meant to be,
As long as i can see my sister and dad in the same couch with my mom,
They share the moment together and i fill in the empty seat,
No work to be talked about but just their own funny memories,
It is shared among us and we keep it as a part of our memory as well,
But it is more within the moment that we share at that time.
But as we were starting to be further away from each other,
Even holiday couldn't even bring us together,
I starting to miss the old way of life,
Where we just living in a modest life,
As soon as the word money grasp each hand,
They start to forget the sweet holiday that lies within.
We don't see that much laughter anymore,
My mom was suppose to rest from cooking,
It is time she had the taste of her daughter's cooking,
But then it all turns the other way round,
It breaks my heart to see my sisters way,
While my dad keeps demanding some impossible and tiring stuff.
Late night i share my mom's thoughts,
She wanted to have a holiday where everyone would gather around,
Just like it used to be,
But now everything seems impossible,
She waited at home and still doing the same thing like she does everyday.
In her thoughts she just wanted to eat outside,
Feel the luxury that her daughter just gain,
If it only a new dress and eating clamp with her daughters,
While dad will buy her anything that she wants,
So she could actually feel appreciate to her family,
But then it was nothing like that.
We seem to forget a lot nowadays,
As i watch my family falling apart,
I try to fix it with all my might,
It didn't matter how hurt i was supposed to feel,
But i just want them to remember what it was like before,
So no more the tears that are invisible to this old eyes.
P/S : I was inspired from my previous holiday that i spend with my sister in KL and it made me realize the thing that cause disaster in the next 5 or 10 years. Who knows.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Broken pieces
I broke up again,
This would be my third,
Though it does not seem painful,
But this little heart of mine could not take it anymore.
Lots would believe in love,
And not only love but also happy ending,
But there goes me who has broke up,
Refusing to let the word 'LOVE' to enter again.
Deep in my heart,
I want to be loved,
But will i ever find it again?
Cause i can't seem to open my heart anymore.
If Cinderella were here i would like to ask her a question,
Why did you let me live in other parts of the world,
I could not stop dreaming of meeting my prince,
But it seems i don't have a prince to take my hand.
I want to believe in live once again,
Will i be able to go through it once more?
I'm too scared to enter the journey of love,
How will i ever fulfill my last dream.
This would be my third,
Though it does not seem painful,
But this little heart of mine could not take it anymore.
Lots would believe in love,
And not only love but also happy ending,
But there goes me who has broke up,
Refusing to let the word 'LOVE' to enter again.
Deep in my heart,
I want to be loved,
But will i ever find it again?
Cause i can't seem to open my heart anymore.
If Cinderella were here i would like to ask her a question,
Why did you let me live in other parts of the world,
I could not stop dreaming of meeting my prince,
But it seems i don't have a prince to take my hand.
I want to believe in live once again,
Will i be able to go through it once more?
I'm too scared to enter the journey of love,
How will i ever fulfill my last dream.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Love letter to my family (Sisters) P.1
Dear Sisters,
I have nothing special but being the troublemaker,
I don't regret it cause it is the only way i could attract your attention,
It is my first letter to you and i want to write it so badly,
But the problem is i might not be able to face you anymore,
So forgive me if you found this letter a bit later,
For this sister of yours,
Is too coward to face her life.
Dear Sisters,
I had fun being your sister,
Though i am not smart like all of you,
But i try not to let you all worry me,
I'm proud to be your sister but there are things i needed from you,
I needed your support upon my future,
I needed your strength to open my heart again,
Your word to soothe me down,
I needed more than just love dear sisters,
And one day you would hear me out.
Dear Sisters,
I might be nothing but trouble,
And a burden all in all,
But i hope you could see me as a special person,
So that i feel that i'm special too,
I try and try and try my hardest getting your attention,
But it ended nothing up unseen,
I was hurt and feeling hopeless,
I needed something and i hope you can see it one day.
I have nothing special but being the troublemaker,
I don't regret it cause it is the only way i could attract your attention,
It is my first letter to you and i want to write it so badly,
But the problem is i might not be able to face you anymore,
So forgive me if you found this letter a bit later,
For this sister of yours,
Is too coward to face her life.
Dear Sisters,
I had fun being your sister,
Though i am not smart like all of you,
But i try not to let you all worry me,
I'm proud to be your sister but there are things i needed from you,
I needed your support upon my future,
I needed your strength to open my heart again,
Your word to soothe me down,
I needed more than just love dear sisters,
And one day you would hear me out.
Dear Sisters,
I might be nothing but trouble,
And a burden all in all,
But i hope you could see me as a special person,
So that i feel that i'm special too,
I try and try and try my hardest getting your attention,
But it ended nothing up unseen,
I was hurt and feeling hopeless,
I needed something and i hope you can see it one day.
Monday, May 18, 2009
When I Think...
When i think i am safe,
The world tells a different story,
Guns and bombs are everywhere to be seen,
Not to mention the thieves and murderer are waiting for its prey,
People are suffering for their lost,
And it always painful to see more blood that they keep on drinking,
Even awful howling sounds does not seem to deterred their obsession,
Until now we keep on counting the bodies and crime.
When i think i have live a good life,
The world tells a different side of the story,
The seas are turning black,
The sky is much clearer than few decades ago,
Sun has never been so cruel,
Not to forget the ice has gone and so has the water,
Bits by bits it is suffering because of us,
STOP!!! said the tree,
But we still are chopping,
Now can you see what have you done to earth?
It is dying and we are the only hope,
But are we still wasting again and wait until the JUDGEMENT DAY?
When i think i have a quite life,
The world still shows a different side,
It fills with chaos around me,
People are lining up arm with stone and bottle,
Throwing it to show their protest,
In the end some get hurt and killed,
Others busy taking drugs and filling alcohol through their throats,
But in the end it cause a blood bath between innocent people,
Never forget our recent incident,
Street racing between two wheels ride,
Cause more than just damage to the country,
Its in the news for goodness sake,
But the voices seems to be unheard,
While i think i'm living in the peaceful cauntry,
I'm starting to get goosebumps every time i close my eyes.
The world tells a different story,
Guns and bombs are everywhere to be seen,
Not to mention the thieves and murderer are waiting for its prey,
People are suffering for their lost,
And it always painful to see more blood that they keep on drinking,
Even awful howling sounds does not seem to deterred their obsession,
Until now we keep on counting the bodies and crime.
When i think i have live a good life,
The world tells a different side of the story,
The seas are turning black,
The sky is much clearer than few decades ago,
Sun has never been so cruel,
Not to forget the ice has gone and so has the water,
Bits by bits it is suffering because of us,
STOP!!! said the tree,
But we still are chopping,
Now can you see what have you done to earth?
It is dying and we are the only hope,
But are we still wasting again and wait until the JUDGEMENT DAY?
When i think i have a quite life,
The world still shows a different side,
It fills with chaos around me,
People are lining up arm with stone and bottle,
Throwing it to show their protest,
In the end some get hurt and killed,
Others busy taking drugs and filling alcohol through their throats,
But in the end it cause a blood bath between innocent people,
Never forget our recent incident,
Street racing between two wheels ride,
Cause more than just damage to the country,
Its in the news for goodness sake,
But the voices seems to be unheard,
While i think i'm living in the peaceful cauntry,
I'm starting to get goosebumps every time i close my eyes.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Letter to My Family (Mom)
Dear Mom,
I love you from the very start,
From the day that i was born,
It was 6th of August was it not?
I cry as i enter your world and weigh more than any of other members,
You used to say i weigh like an child who already 1 year old,
Still you hold me and protect me from all the harm,
I love you for that,
My first step it wasn't easy,
I must have been into mischief,
But i was curious to grow up and wanting to know everything,
As time pass by,
I went to school,
Though i wanted to go to school that much,
I cry so hard on my first day,
Suddenly i become homesick,
And still i go on with my study,
I was a cry baby wasn't i?
But i got it through.
I shouldn't have grow up so quickly,
I shouldn't have...
I was in 1st grade where i remember your promise,
" If you get 1st place in class, mommy will give you a present."
You said with a smile,
And i study my hardest and look forward for your present,
I did got 1st place mom but it turns out you were mad at me,
I still don't understand why up until now,
But i still hold onto your promise,
I'm 22 now and i can't cry anymore to beg your attention,
I can't scream anymore to say i'm sad and angry,
I can't do that any longer,
It was hard mom and i don't want to grow up,
But i had to while i hold onto your promises,
One promise that you made with me has become promises that i'm keeping,
Mom,
If only you can see it.
I love you from the very start,
From the day that i was born,
It was 6th of August was it not?
I cry as i enter your world and weigh more than any of other members,
You used to say i weigh like an child who already 1 year old,
Still you hold me and protect me from all the harm,
I love you for that,
My first step it wasn't easy,
I must have been into mischief,
But i was curious to grow up and wanting to know everything,
As time pass by,
I went to school,
Though i wanted to go to school that much,
I cry so hard on my first day,
Suddenly i become homesick,
And still i go on with my study,
I was a cry baby wasn't i?
But i got it through.
I shouldn't have grow up so quickly,
I shouldn't have...
I was in 1st grade where i remember your promise,
" If you get 1st place in class, mommy will give you a present."
You said with a smile,
And i study my hardest and look forward for your present,
I did got 1st place mom but it turns out you were mad at me,
I still don't understand why up until now,
But i still hold onto your promise,
I'm 22 now and i can't cry anymore to beg your attention,
I can't scream anymore to say i'm sad and angry,
I can't do that any longer,
It was hard mom and i don't want to grow up,
But i had to while i hold onto your promises,
One promise that you made with me has become promises that i'm keeping,
Mom,
If only you can see it.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Only A Story Part II
It's raining again. Most would hated the rain except for this particular girl. She love the rain and never bother missing the sun. It has been a part of her life and she would dance around the house feeling happy altogether. It's her precious moment and she never wants it to end. But today, she went out of the house and play with the rain. She like to hear the squishing and splashing sounds that she makes every time she dances up and down. No one can take that away that moment from her. No one. Yes, no one, for now. Its her music and her life. It's part of her but as she dances around, a spark of lightning brightens the sky. She went still for a moment and rushes her way to the house. As much as she likes the rain, she never like thunder and lightning. She never like it cause its the same goes with her life. Her life that she's trying to safe. In her little world and her dreams. She will shelter it with all she might and that is not just a saying but it is a vow that she makes with herself. She is just a little girl and she manage to shelter her comfort zone. Just like the cupboard shields her eyes and her ears from the thunder and lightning, she put herself in the front line to shields her tiny space. That's what she would do but not when she is helpless. She is still an innocence child not knowing pain and mentally hurt....
P/S Well, i try to finish this story but i end up feeling sad to finish it. I'll finish it one day. It's in process.
P/S Well, i try to finish this story but i end up feeling sad to finish it. I'll finish it one day. It's in process.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Only A Story
This is a story that I'm about to tell but let me remind you, it is only a story. Could be true but how true it is? Heehaw...
It's raining again. Most would hated the rain except for this particular girl. She love the rain and never bother missing the sun. It has been a part of her life and she would dance around the house feeling happy altogether. It's her precious moment and she never wants it to end. But today, she went out of the house and play with the rain. She like to hear the squishing and splashing sounds that she makes every time she dances up and down. No one can take that away that moment from her. No one. Yes, no one, for now. Its her music and her life. It's part of her but as she dances around, a spark of lightning brightens the sky. She went still for a moment and rushes her way to the house. As much as she likes the rain, she never like thunder and lightning. She never like it cause its the same goes with her life. Her life that she's trying to safe.
It's raining again. Most would hated the rain except for this particular girl. She love the rain and never bother missing the sun. It has been a part of her life and she would dance around the house feeling happy altogether. It's her precious moment and she never wants it to end. But today, she went out of the house and play with the rain. She like to hear the squishing and splashing sounds that she makes every time she dances up and down. No one can take that away that moment from her. No one. Yes, no one, for now. Its her music and her life. It's part of her but as she dances around, a spark of lightning brightens the sky. She went still for a moment and rushes her way to the house. As much as she likes the rain, she never like thunder and lightning. She never like it cause its the same goes with her life. Her life that she's trying to safe.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Hey Email
Hey @yahoo,
Would you be so kind to send the news?
As fast as you can like the wind,
So that i'll be able to walk again.
Hey @gmail,
Could you possibly tell my friend,
That i need them for a shoulder to cry on,
So i could smile again.
Hey @hotmail,
Would you be able to tell my parents,
About how i needed their support and love,
Cause i'm longing for happiness.
Hey @yahoo,
Could you tell them i'm not going to be there,
I won't be seeing them anymore,
Cause i'm running away now but trying to keep in touch.
Hey @gmail,
Would you mind send the purpose of this message,
So that i can let them hear my news,
But they never care do they?
Hey @hotmail,
I'm already tired sending the email,
Can i just delete my account?
Like i delete my memory.
Would you be so kind to send the news?
As fast as you can like the wind,
So that i'll be able to walk again.
Hey @gmail,
Could you possibly tell my friend,
That i need them for a shoulder to cry on,
So i could smile again.
Hey @hotmail,
Would you be able to tell my parents,
About how i needed their support and love,
Cause i'm longing for happiness.
Hey @yahoo,
Could you tell them i'm not going to be there,
I won't be seeing them anymore,
Cause i'm running away now but trying to keep in touch.
Hey @gmail,
Would you mind send the purpose of this message,
So that i can let them hear my news,
But they never care do they?
Hey @hotmail,
I'm already tired sending the email,
Can i just delete my account?
Like i delete my memory.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
LIE
The first time i lie,
Lead to a happy moment and i held it tight.
Later i became addicted to lying,
In order for me to have something i wanted.
It lead to another lie of lies,
And it cause more than just happiness.
I become a professional liar,
For none could tell the truth or fake.
I try to lie less and back to honesty,
Somehow my mouth don't want to listen.
So i lead it to the truth,
Though it hurt but at least its worth it.
One lie, lead to another lie,
One that could kill someone or might be you.
Lead to a happy moment and i held it tight.
Later i became addicted to lying,
In order for me to have something i wanted.
It lead to another lie of lies,
And it cause more than just happiness.
I become a professional liar,
For none could tell the truth or fake.
I try to lie less and back to honesty,
Somehow my mouth don't want to listen.
So i lead it to the truth,
Though it hurt but at least its worth it.
One lie, lead to another lie,
One that could kill someone or might be you.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Music to my ear
I'm following my music,
A sound thats calling my name,
I never open my eyes,
Cause i know i'm heading the right way.
The notes just dancing around,
Floating and teasing me all the same,
I was laughing and smiling,
For having the world all for me.
There are no words but just strings,
The key to every sounds it makes,
My hands were following it all along,
And i let myself float.
I may not be a musician,
Perfection is not everything to me,
Cause thats what life really is,
As if music is part of the world.
P/S : I make this poem while i was hearing classical music called Prelude from Bach's Cello Suite no. 1. I love the tune. It's refreshing and give hope for me.
A sound thats calling my name,
I never open my eyes,
Cause i know i'm heading the right way.
The notes just dancing around,
Floating and teasing me all the same,
I was laughing and smiling,
For having the world all for me.
There are no words but just strings,
The key to every sounds it makes,
My hands were following it all along,
And i let myself float.
I may not be a musician,
Perfection is not everything to me,
Cause thats what life really is,
As if music is part of the world.
P/S : I make this poem while i was hearing classical music called Prelude from Bach's Cello Suite no. 1. I love the tune. It's refreshing and give hope for me.
Monday, April 20, 2009
A Journey to Tell
Take a look back and see whats behind,
Hold them together to take a new steps,
Just keep on going even if you fall,
Cause there are hands will be held.
Open up yours eyes and wake up,
Rinse your face and look again,
If you are awake and realize the deeds,
Don't regret it but keep it to your heart.
You once love and now breaking up,
If you're hurt stop giving chances,
Have a life of your own to cure the pains,
And there ought to be a Guardian Angel to protect you.
For the hopes that you had dream of,
Let it be your path to your way,
You won't lose your way for the dreams,
Cause i'll be here making the signboard.
So there goes the story beneath my journey,
I once lost, heartbroken and defeated,
But i'll share you my every pain,
Cause you never what you might get.
Hold them together to take a new steps,
Just keep on going even if you fall,
Cause there are hands will be held.
Open up yours eyes and wake up,
Rinse your face and look again,
If you are awake and realize the deeds,
Don't regret it but keep it to your heart.
You once love and now breaking up,
If you're hurt stop giving chances,
Have a life of your own to cure the pains,
And there ought to be a Guardian Angel to protect you.
For the hopes that you had dream of,
Let it be your path to your way,
You won't lose your way for the dreams,
Cause i'll be here making the signboard.
So there goes the story beneath my journey,
I once lost, heartbroken and defeated,
But i'll share you my every pain,
Cause you never what you might get.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Answer It
Reaching to the end of the night,
Falling deeply asleep in the darkness,
Unknown to the threat out there,
Fearing all the impossible.
Night never last forever,
For there will be lights to shine,
Waking up from a nightmare within,
Smiling happily for the hands.
The devil had its way,
Creating all the lies and hatred,
Neverending threat keep coming,
Till one able to forfeit.
Until then humans are not forgiven,
Not when they bow to the devil,
Living is nothing but being perfection,
To the Almighty itself.
Falling deeply asleep in the darkness,
Unknown to the threat out there,
Fearing all the impossible.
Night never last forever,
For there will be lights to shine,
Waking up from a nightmare within,
Smiling happily for the hands.
The devil had its way,
Creating all the lies and hatred,
Neverending threat keep coming,
Till one able to forfeit.
Until then humans are not forgiven,
Not when they bow to the devil,
Living is nothing but being perfection,
To the Almighty itself.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
On the face
The eyes that sparkle,
Reflects all the things in the mirror,
Seeing oneself pain and happiness,
Only us alone know.
The ear thats hearing,
Knowing and understanding each mention,
In the open air listening to everything,
Only keeping it held tight.
The nose that smell,
The scent of every surrounding,
Even the giving each breath,
Only helping to live.
The lip thats talking,
A matter of disaster or goodness,
Helping to release the pain,
Only giving freedom.
Reflects all the things in the mirror,
Seeing oneself pain and happiness,
Only us alone know.
The ear thats hearing,
Knowing and understanding each mention,
In the open air listening to everything,
Only keeping it held tight.
The nose that smell,
The scent of every surrounding,
Even the giving each breath,
Only helping to live.
The lip thats talking,
A matter of disaster or goodness,
Helping to release the pain,
Only giving freedom.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
No More
Nowadays,
People don't talk no more,
Guns and powders were given,
As if it was a Christmas gift.
Nowadays,
The media don't show cartoon no more,
But blood and death become the count,
As if it was something to be proud of.
Nowadays,
Children don't hold toys no more,
When grudge become their eyes,
As if it was the purpose of life.
Nowadays,
Laughter don't count no more,
For pain keep on washing down,
As if it was a sad puppet.
Nowadays,
People didn't watch no more,
But talk about it all the time,
As if they are too good for their kind.
Nowadys,
People are just to stupid,
For they have nothing to do,
As if their only live is important.
People don't talk no more,
Guns and powders were given,
As if it was a Christmas gift.
Nowadays,
The media don't show cartoon no more,
But blood and death become the count,
As if it was something to be proud of.
Nowadays,
Children don't hold toys no more,
When grudge become their eyes,
As if it was the purpose of life.
Nowadays,
Laughter don't count no more,
For pain keep on washing down,
As if it was a sad puppet.
Nowadays,
People didn't watch no more,
But talk about it all the time,
As if they are too good for their kind.
Nowadys,
People are just to stupid,
For they have nothing to do,
As if their only live is important.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Friendship
A bond about to be made
When we enter the same world,
At first we were strangers,
But till the hands meet we were friends.
We were laughing and playing,
Crying in each other shoulder,
Feeling the same pain as time pass by,
And we were never apart.
We didn't bother what will come next,
For we had this bond that never fade,
We keep on fighting till we win,
So we can laugh again remembering the day.
But as time pass by a stranger came,
Parting us all and forgetting the time,
We were never be the same again,
And once again we are strangers.
We forget what we have spent,
We forget what is precious,
Time really did do us apart,
Cause right now we don't know anyone no more.
When we enter the same world,
At first we were strangers,
But till the hands meet we were friends.
We were laughing and playing,
Crying in each other shoulder,
Feeling the same pain as time pass by,
And we were never apart.
We didn't bother what will come next,
For we had this bond that never fade,
We keep on fighting till we win,
So we can laugh again remembering the day.
But as time pass by a stranger came,
Parting us all and forgetting the time,
We were never be the same again,
And once again we are strangers.
We forget what we have spent,
We forget what is precious,
Time really did do us apart,
Cause right now we don't know anyone no more.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Strenght
The winds keep bringing up news,
i won't be deny not for long,
i have taken down the truth in me,
i am not shame to be who i am.
The people keeps on talking,
i won't be hurt by those remarks,
for i have faith long lies in me,
and i still accept my every flaws.
The waves keeps on beating,
i won't be swayed not for a bit,
not when i have lost something precious,
and now i'm searching for those tiny hearts.
The rain keeps on falling,
i won't find shelter in anyone no more,
i'll keep walking on this path of mine,
letting them see what i've been doing.
The truth finally arose,
I have come to conquer my fear,
for i will keep on facing whats ahead,
this part of mine will always be with me.
i won't be deny not for long,
i have taken down the truth in me,
i am not shame to be who i am.
The people keeps on talking,
i won't be hurt by those remarks,
for i have faith long lies in me,
and i still accept my every flaws.
The waves keeps on beating,
i won't be swayed not for a bit,
not when i have lost something precious,
and now i'm searching for those tiny hearts.
The rain keeps on falling,
i won't find shelter in anyone no more,
i'll keep walking on this path of mine,
letting them see what i've been doing.
The truth finally arose,
I have come to conquer my fear,
for i will keep on facing whats ahead,
this part of mine will always be with me.
Monday, January 26, 2009
The Child
Mama,
why are they fighting?
why they let them die?
the children mama,
they are like me too.
Daddy,
can you stop them?
can you tell them its bad?
the children daddy,
they are losing their parents.
Brother,
what happen to the houses?
what happen to the people?
the children brother,
they don't have home.
Sister,
will they ever listen?
will they be able to speak?
the children sister,
they are seeing the destroy.
Mama, daddy, brother, sister,
can we help them somehow?
can we cease the torment?
the children,
they are just like me.
why are they fighting?
why they let them die?
the children mama,
they are like me too.
Daddy,
can you stop them?
can you tell them its bad?
the children daddy,
they are losing their parents.
Brother,
what happen to the houses?
what happen to the people?
the children brother,
they don't have home.
Sister,
will they ever listen?
will they be able to speak?
the children sister,
they are seeing the destroy.
Mama, daddy, brother, sister,
can we help them somehow?
can we cease the torment?
the children,
they are just like me.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
FOR A SMILE
memory are not meant to be forgotten,
it is to be a reminder for the deeds,
a laughter to remember,
cause that will keep us alive.
for the sake of needed to be forgive,
let go of the grudge to be happy as you could be,
but for the happiness that you already own,
be thankful before you're losing it.
when things is not what you expected,
never be afraid to face it,
cause living with the flow,
does not always lead to darkness.
dreaming is not meant to sleep,
but it is a mission to accept,
to achieve and hold on tight,
to give your life to the fullest.
for there are times we fall down,
hands will be lend sometimes,
but when no one give you a lift,
stand own your feet and fight back.
it is what it is,
for it have been with us for so long,
it is time to let yourself free,
so you can live like yourself.
# BE HAPPY, SMILE ALWAYS.
# LIVING IS SOMETHING TO BE GRATEFUL
it is to be a reminder for the deeds,
a laughter to remember,
cause that will keep us alive.
for the sake of needed to be forgive,
let go of the grudge to be happy as you could be,
but for the happiness that you already own,
be thankful before you're losing it.
when things is not what you expected,
never be afraid to face it,
cause living with the flow,
does not always lead to darkness.
dreaming is not meant to sleep,
but it is a mission to accept,
to achieve and hold on tight,
to give your life to the fullest.
for there are times we fall down,
hands will be lend sometimes,
but when no one give you a lift,
stand own your feet and fight back.
it is what it is,
for it have been with us for so long,
it is time to let yourself free,
so you can live like yourself.
# BE HAPPY, SMILE ALWAYS.
# LIVING IS SOMETHING TO BE GRATEFUL
Saturday, January 24, 2009
A Reminder
what good is a fight if it means more killing and more injury,
what good does it bring when losing homes and life,
is it wrong when we wish for a peaceful life,
does it worth it getting revenge when we lost a lot of things.
a mind of 5 year old child is ruin by guns and blood,
it is without a doubt they will hold grudge,
when will they be able to see,
the torment that were cause.
someone has to stop but not to surrender,
for there is no winning or losing,
how long someone will be able to think,
that war isn't the answer to every power.
look at the earth,
it is not green as it use to be,
but red water flows and cover the land,
and still people are too blind to see.
what happen to the geniuses,
sitting around and closing their eyes,
as if the killing didn't mean anything,
then they are stupid enough to be alive.
power, land, revenge and madness,
is a childish thinking to gain everything,
why not just be thankful enough to live,
without hurting others with hatred.
one day,
we ought to see a history to change,
when someone change war to sports,
when killing turn iinto living.
things will never stop,
but there will be karma,
there's greater the power,
cause we live in a temporary life.
what good does it bring when losing homes and life,
is it wrong when we wish for a peaceful life,
does it worth it getting revenge when we lost a lot of things.
a mind of 5 year old child is ruin by guns and blood,
it is without a doubt they will hold grudge,
when will they be able to see,
the torment that were cause.
someone has to stop but not to surrender,
for there is no winning or losing,
how long someone will be able to think,
that war isn't the answer to every power.
look at the earth,
it is not green as it use to be,
but red water flows and cover the land,
and still people are too blind to see.
what happen to the geniuses,
sitting around and closing their eyes,
as if the killing didn't mean anything,
then they are stupid enough to be alive.
power, land, revenge and madness,
is a childish thinking to gain everything,
why not just be thankful enough to live,
without hurting others with hatred.
one day,
we ought to see a history to change,
when someone change war to sports,
when killing turn iinto living.
things will never stop,
but there will be karma,
there's greater the power,
cause we live in a temporary life.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Path of your life
I thought of new things to do. i want to help someone but will i be able to achieve it, it all depends on how i ought to do it.
Everyone deserve to choose their own path and there will be someone to stop them if it is a bad choice or encourage them if it is the best for them. for the better path that you choose, we only need one person to encourage us and the rest is all depends on our strenght. for the wrong road that we choose, why not just stop and look back. you will see your love one asking you to come back in hoping you would return. it is not wrong to turn back and start all over again. everyone has their chances and it will never hurt to give it a try.
Everyone deserve to choose their own path and there will be someone to stop them if it is a bad choice or encourage them if it is the best for them. for the better path that you choose, we only need one person to encourage us and the rest is all depends on our strenght. for the wrong road that we choose, why not just stop and look back. you will see your love one asking you to come back in hoping you would return. it is not wrong to turn back and start all over again. everyone has their chances and it will never hurt to give it a try.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Unkept promises and betrayal
If those hurtful feelings can be seen,
i wouldn't have to lie continuosly,
but wouldn't it be better for someone to see it,
at least i know someone acknowledge me.
There are certain reason why i treat my family just a family.
- betrayal
- unkept promises
I may not be a bright child but without them realizing it, i understand a promise is something to be keep and don't betray the trust. i understand these two things and this are the reasons why i only treat them as my family but not as my best friend. if one of my family members do read this, i just want to say i never forget the promises or even how they betray my trust to them. we are just a family and nothing more. thats why they never get to know me better.
When i keep my mouth shut,
it doesn't mean i have nothing to say,
but will you be able to stop and listen for a while?
when you never open your heart.
When i'm angry or upset,
have you ever notice what really cause it?
yet, you never ask the real matter,
but just put the blame on me.
When i was all alone out there,
did you ever thought to be there for me?
instead of thinking the worst of me,
could you at least hold out your hand.
Will you able to see the real me?
when you never reach out for me,
for how much longer i have to suffer,
until you finally hear me out.
i might been called ungrateful child or someone who can't see the love from her own family. i can see alright. i know they love me but yet they never try to get to know me better. i'm grateful to be brought up but when it comes to who i am, they haven't had an answer. my friends know me better than them cause that's when my guards are down. someday, they will see the real me. i'll make them see. that's why i'm doing something for them to see. it will be choas but worth it.
i wouldn't have to lie continuosly,
but wouldn't it be better for someone to see it,
at least i know someone acknowledge me.
There are certain reason why i treat my family just a family.
- betrayal
- unkept promises
I may not be a bright child but without them realizing it, i understand a promise is something to be keep and don't betray the trust. i understand these two things and this are the reasons why i only treat them as my family but not as my best friend. if one of my family members do read this, i just want to say i never forget the promises or even how they betray my trust to them. we are just a family and nothing more. thats why they never get to know me better.
When i keep my mouth shut,
it doesn't mean i have nothing to say,
but will you be able to stop and listen for a while?
when you never open your heart.
When i'm angry or upset,
have you ever notice what really cause it?
yet, you never ask the real matter,
but just put the blame on me.
When i was all alone out there,
did you ever thought to be there for me?
instead of thinking the worst of me,
could you at least hold out your hand.
Will you able to see the real me?
when you never reach out for me,
for how much longer i have to suffer,
until you finally hear me out.
i might been called ungrateful child or someone who can't see the love from her own family. i can see alright. i know they love me but yet they never try to get to know me better. i'm grateful to be brought up but when it comes to who i am, they haven't had an answer. my friends know me better than them cause that's when my guards are down. someday, they will see the real me. i'll make them see. that's why i'm doing something for them to see. it will be choas but worth it.
Something to hold
There is always a path in our life,
One must choose what is best for them,
If being afraid stop us from choosing,
Then you ought to just stay there forever.
For once in our life there have been regret,
Something that we can never undo,
But if we keep on trying to right it,
We will never see the real meaning.
If dreaming is all that you can do,
Somehow in your heart you want to reach it,
But if you keep sleeping away with your dream,
Then you only think the word impossible
As we are thankful we could live,
But there is also something we must do,
For it give the greater gift to yourself,
It is something that we should hold onto.
One must choose what is best for them,
If being afraid stop us from choosing,
Then you ought to just stay there forever.
For once in our life there have been regret,
Something that we can never undo,
But if we keep on trying to right it,
We will never see the real meaning.
If dreaming is all that you can do,
Somehow in your heart you want to reach it,
But if you keep sleeping away with your dream,
Then you only think the word impossible
As we are thankful we could live,
But there is also something we must do,
For it give the greater gift to yourself,
It is something that we should hold onto.
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