From my favourite view

I still hear love song from now and then,
No matter how hurt love made me,
I still want to believe it someday,
I might not love the man i trust anymore,
But i shall lead my love to a better way.

I still write the love story that i like,
Thinking about how it would be nice if it were me,
It was just a story that i tend to borrow to float,
With my wildest prince i conquer the pain,
But then it was the story that i wrote,
I tend to get back on the ground.

I still read my favourite historical romance,
Trying my hardest just to find Alec Kincaid,
The arrogant, blunt and warrior of him,
The him who shows his affection throughout my eyes,
But it was the novel that i love,
I feel like giving up romance.

For the small room

In this little room i let a small hole to enter the light,
Let there be light in the gloomy room,
Just for me to breathe again and see the whole world,
There from that tiny hole i peek onto,
Seeing happiness as well as sadness,
I back up a little bit and reach my very treasure,
As i wrote another thing or two about the world revolve around me,
From there i start writing while wondering what would happen then,
Will it be a sad ending that i despise the most,
Or would it be the great ending that i miss so much.

I'm Fine

I'm fine like i always said,
But i keep on limping as the pain starts throbbing,
I keep on walking though it's still miles away,
I try to fasten my footsteps,
But the pain threatens to slow me down,
Sweats of hurt rolling onto my cheek,
Some might have thought it was the tears all along,
But i refuse to make any comment,
I'm okay i said,
And they start to back up and give me way,
I'm fine like i always said,
But the pain leaves me limping.

I'm fine like i always said,
As i start finding for a stick or part of trees to be my third leg,
Climbing the slippery hills as keep on climbing,
I'm starting to suffer for more and more,
I want to cry if i could,
I want to stop if i could,
I want to shout if only i could,
This pain starts to spread elsewhere,
As i keep climbing it turns out the slippery track push me down again,
As if not wanting me to go on,
I clenched my teeth to hold the pain,
But it turn out the pain on my leg is not there anymore,
I'm starting to feel the pain in my very heart,
I'm fine like i always said,
But the pain leaves me cold at night.

I'm fine like i always said,
As i struggle with the slippery track again,
This time i have every intention to challenge it,
Forgetting about the pain for a moment as i climb again,
But again it throws me away making my leg throb as well as my heart,
I look up as a hand was hold up for me,
Telling me to cry if it hurt,
Yell if i needed help,
And lean my people's shoulder for every now and then,
One by one drops of tears starts flowing,
As he lend me the shoulder that i needed,
And hold me up and let him do the walking instead,
As we climb up together,
I finally see the place that i wanted,
I'm fine like i always said,
For i have him now holding me tightly.