Signs of Love

What signs should i send to you,
My everything that i want you to feel,
Talking seems to be the most forbidden rule in this game,
For i run so far away refusing you to get close,
When everytime you did held out your hand to me,
As i stare at it and unconsciously,
My eyes seems to follow you,
Wherever might you be,
Even when this eye is close,
Your presence is enough to make me feel 1001 feelings that i never knew.

Even now and then,
I still think what signs should i send to you,
Long so long time ago i want to keep it empty and buried,
But now that you are coming this close,
How is it i be able to taste the warmth of yours,
Slowly it sneaks in that place that i wanted empty,
Before i could stop you,
My hands are tied,
I seem to be doing what my heart says,
The lies that i promise to tell you when i ever met you,
Seems to be replacing that place,
And even the truth that i want you to hear,
You use it and create more and just more,
To the moment i would call it,
"Moment of ours".

Idiot that i am,
A fool for falling that in love for the you,
But still i thought about,
The signs that i want to give to you,
Some nights i wonder what is it,
My days end up like treasure hunting,
For everyday that i see you,
The ugly, messy, perfect, you,
Seems like the every day is the first for me,
I know i have the answers already,
That something seems to be my greatest wall,
When that one whispers of yours,
I finally give my very own answer that you want,
And when i whisper it back at you,
I will never forget the look that you had.

Pure Heart

"Let love come and take you away"
And so i have heard,
The saying of what people have heard,
Long before anyone could have told me,
I learn it while i was looking at them,
Giving the very thought that i had on my own,
When i realize i should have done the same.

I have love filling my own,
Sometimes it burst from its own place,
Letting people to feel a touch of the warmth,
But somehow along than more roads could be,
An iota of modicum were spreading the pain,
Fear as i might,
For it to spread like a virus,
When one hold out the very hand that i much in need.

Yes, that is what they say,
"Let love come and take you away"
For i feel it now when i should have feel it then,
With a simple spell that you put on me,
Those prickling pain started to fade,
Comes another warm not the hand but just something,
Even the words can never be compare to these feeling.

Nights in my eye

Comes the night that i waited for,
The sky is just like a curtain for every other night,
When sometimes i would see millions of star in the sky,
Others might just accompany with only moon,
While there are also nights it would seem cloudy,
But sometimes,
It would just be empty without a soul.

If moon were to come tonight,
Just what will i'll be seeing,
For if i keep staring at it,
It brings a whole lot better entertainment,
Remembering the tales that were once share,
Until now i keep figuring,
If i might be able to see the rabbit up there,
It gives a laugh when you know it is not true.

The stars would be pretty tonight,
Diamond of the night,
Glittering and boasting their power,
A little to late for it to reach my eye,
For years it travel,
When it actually already died,
But i happen to see it even if just a glance,
Stars,
They look so pretty,
But some might say,
It is the saddest beautiful thing that they don't want to see.


There goes the cloudy night,
Hiding everything covering what suppose to be shown,
Threatening the very way with lightning  strike,
The sounds thundering breaks the silence,
Possibly the night that i lay underneath my blanket,
Asking for protection as it may give heats,
For sometimes it brought rain along with wind,
And sometimes,
Just the wind that i could treasure,
And let me close my eyes with the cloudy night upon me.


Comes the night with nothing just night,
Clearly the sky is dark enough,
As if you're already closing your eye,
The truth behind everything sounds either scary or memorable,
For the emptiness of that night never leave it totally empty,
When you happen to look up during that time,
Doesn't it seems like you're seeing your life,
Your past that you want to forget, remembered, happiness and sadness,
It goes on like endless drama,
True we are the actor and actress,
Then and then,
We learn everything,
A mistake, the path and our maturity,
Have we laugh enough for our happiness in the future,
Cry in pain for the incoming challenge,
See everything that were hidden among us,
Have we ever had enough,
Even the night needs to end,
For we would have a brand new day everyday,
Unless the time has stop for us.

Treasure Hunting

For the note that she left,
Telling everyone how cruel she is,
Too heartless for their thoughts,
Leaving the empty room but just a note,
Saying nothing but a short goodbye,
Without having a care to her mother,
Her angry father cursing his ungrateful daughter,
While her sisters could only give 1001 reason for her mother to take,
Just like a medicine and poison at the same time,
When her mother finally clears her head,
And accept that she left them and would never come back.

No one did ask her why she left,
For such a cheerful girl leaving the home so suddenly,
Just a simple note on the table she left,
Not a picture of her that she left,
Even her graduation photo she took it also,
Astounded by her action,
The mother thought about the reason she left,
Someone who obey her very word and her very dictate,
Ever looking so timid and powerless,
But she has become her very own strength for so long,
When her leaving becomes her deepest pain of all,
Until now she forgot that her dear daughter had told her so.

She told them so many times they could not remember,
Her honest answer makes everything should be simple,
When she told them she needed a vacation,
They simply send her to another relative of theirs,
She show her displeasure,
Give out her opinion when it never really matter,
Just when she had enough,
She told them clearly again to warn them about it,
Still they simply ignore her request as long as she's close by,
For finally she makes her very own move,
When night falls,
She left everything and leave for the place that she needed.

Angry was their understanding,
Cursing and disowning was all they could think off,
When another letter appear before their eyes,
Telling them the pain, loneliness, suffocation that she felt,
Now that they remember,
She did tell them but they were too busy with the money,
The dissatisfaction and argue a lot to care for her,
They forgot to look her deep down in her eye,
When she told them as clear as the blue sky for them to see,
Even she would cry when she never did,
How could they know,
When she smile ever so brightly for it shines their gloomy life.

They understood it now and asking for her back,
But they never did know where she went,
The friends that she talk about,
No one knows where she headed to,
Even they are aware that she will be going somewhere,
Then her message that she left,
The puzzles that she gave to her friends,
They sit and look for the answer they know,
For their treasure that they did not see,
Finally each pieces gave out the very answer to them,
As they leave the house and search for her,
There she was,
Smiling ever so happily among the green fields,
The cold and fresh air that suits her life,
When she greeted them with her bright smile,
Knowing that they have to let her go, willingly this time.